i feel like this is a big theme of your emotional distress. I know it's horrible, because i am in your place in some aspects. I am alone, and while im still not longing for the same person, i am longing to feel even half as much as i did for him for someone new. I feel like i am stuck, plateuing. I want to know that my heart is still alive and not emotionally damaged from the "what ifs" and all the asshole things going on back and for i endured for 8 years. and then i also feel self conscious because i don't know how much of this should effect me as much as it does. I swear to you the heart is really weird.
ANYWAYS
i am writing to say that for now, try and put all of those thoughts and compulsions into something positive. Something that doesnt make you long, or feel bad, or you know, get stuck in the past. Even if you just read a book, write an entry about goals, call and old friend, create something, make a playlist, sing and dance for an hour. Do something that is just about you .
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ANYWAYS
i am writing to say that for now, try and put all of those thoughts and compulsions into something positive. Something that doesnt make you long, or feel bad, or you know, get stuck in the past. Even if you just read a book, write an entry about goals, call and old friend, create something, make a playlist, sing and dance for an hour. Do something that is just about you .
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