i hate life

i love nick ( Read more... )

i feel.. overwhelmed.

sometimes i think that the pain of things that happened forever ago wont ever go away.

i hate being insecure. i hate worrying about my future. i hate having unanswered questions. lkj;afishoehfasdf.

i hate not being able to trust.

yeah, today is on my mind ( Read more... )

so really all through marching band i was miserable. i did a pretty awesome job of fooling myself and others into thinking i was alright. basically, what happened with nick was like.. the dumbest thing ever. we were both really stupid for trying to mess things up like we did. mistakes were made but we can only learn from them. toward the end of ( Read more... )

2005. yeah i'm late but oh well. and i'm giving credit to sarah for this idea because i suck and cant think of these things by myself ( Read more... )

there's only us, there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way
no day but today

♥

last night was a good night to say the least. we got first place because we're freaking AMAZING! woo! overall the competition was pretty awesome, but i'd have to say after awards and such was the best part. walking back to the buses chocolate and kj were dancing to another band's cadence, and dancing well, as they were walking. and then dakota was ( Read more... )

There are moments when ( Read more... )

tonight was a good time. and yeah. i only update after band functions because thats the only thing worth updating about. tonight we had a game against vineland and it was pretty awesome. it started out kind of crappy because i'm a girl and i'm stupid and get angry over gay things but whatever. the game came and went and nothing too awesome happened ( Read more... )