I got this comment on my old greatestjournal today. If it didn't still email me when I get comments, I would have never known. What a weird blast from the past. I had to go back and read things in order to find it. So strange.http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/

I have spent the week packing at Greg's and doing wedding stuff, because I had time to sit down with vendors, go look at things and make people try on dresses. And last night, I had my very first (and probably not the last) wedding nightmare. I dreamed that my wedding was held at CSU on some tennis courts (with the freaking net intact) and everyone ( Read more... )

Sex In The City, for being a crazy TV show aimed at a post-sexual revolution generation of women, dated in an obvious era of surplus and being a bit too over-the-top in 80% of all instances, makes me think too much. But it makes me want to write, and it also helps me make more sense of my thoughts. Sort of like M*A*S*H, in that way that it did none ( Read more... )

Is it too much to ask for people to just let it be my wedding. I know pistachio green may not be the colour you'd choose, but it's muted. If you don't want to be in my wedding, then don't. I'd like it if you were, but I'd also like it to be what I want, and not what you want. When you get married, if you want me, I'm not going to say a thing about ( Read more... )

Moms are such funny creatures. Mine, for example, is skittish. She hides in her environment, in the dark, watching her programs and talking to her pets. Greg's is overbearing and in your face. And they don't like each other. But not only that, Greg's mom can't let go. My mom has no problem. Sure, she feels weird that I am growing up, and may even ( Read more... )

I am SO SICK of everyone just looking out for their own interests all the time. People are so selfish, self-indulgent and all around self fucking centered. I am so tired of always being the one to bend over backward to make everyone around me happy (even if 45% of my choices in this matter are to keep them happy in order to make my life easier). I ( Read more... )

I really fucking hate it when people are wishy-washy. The other day, Sarah and Amanda both suggested that they could move out June 1, and that I should talk to Greg about it and see if it was fine. So I talked to him about it. And now Sarah got a new job and doesn't want to leave until August. But she doesn't feel comfortable with Greg signing the ( Read more... )

1. BESIDES ROME, where else would you most like to live ( Read more... )

You know those days where it's warm outside, the first really warm day of the year, and you feel like when the sun goes down that everything is going to end? Like there will never be another warm day like it tomorrow or in two months or even in the summer because it was just so perfect? When it feels like spring, but the minute it gets dark it ( Read more... )

Here are my interview questions from Jenn! Comment and I'll as you your own 5 ( Read more... )