I just talked to one of my Chris, who called to wish me a belated Happy Birthday, and since his birthday is tomorrow, I wished him an early happy birthday. It was weird... I have no feelings toward him whatsoever. I mean, I knew I didn't still feel anything for him, but it felt good to know for sure. He even congratulated me on being engaged and ( Read more... )

I'm getting really rather frustrated with my future mother in law. I'm actually so frustrated, I don't even want to go in to why I'm frustrated right now. But. The important thing is that she likes me, and wants to be involved. As long as I keep the silver lining perspective, it's not too bad. Is it really rude to say: this is our relationship and ( Read more... )

gah. I am not getting off of prozac. Greg is too good for me to be that person to him.

So I went to the therapist yesterday for my 6 week appointment (which I'm not sure why I bother going to. It's always: "how are you?" "fine" "how is the medication working?" "fine" "are you sleeping okay?" "yes" "have you been exercising regularly?" "no" and then I leave.) Anyway, I told my doctor I don't want to be on the pills anymore, so I am ( Read more... )

Anthony used to always say that thing about being a better person after a relationship had to do with not walking around with a chip on your shoulder, not being a bitter person. I think the only relationship that made me a better person was the one I had with Chris. That measly 3 weeks (that were fairly drama free and pretty happy) made me a better ( Read more... )

So long, Hobby Lobby. I'm so done with you super religious, underpaying Nazis. I liked everyone that I worked with, but the though of spending another Christmas in craft hell was a bit more than I could bear. So I got a new job. I am now the receptionist at the JCPenney Styling Salon. Best part is I don't have to deal with another retail Christmas ( Read more... )

I had my first argument with Greg, which ended pretty good for me. He had this whole freak out over wanting me to reconcile with Jason because they are childhood friends and he hates the idea of there ever being animosity between his friends and his girlfriend. I kept telling him that I was totally down with him being friends with Jason if he ( Read more... )

God, I am so unmotivated for school this semester. One week and 2 days in and I already feel insanely behind and I stumbled upon a conclusion: I am not good at college. I read this shit, when I manage to read anything and I don't understand it. For a history major, I really suck at learning by reading. Never really has been my stong suit. A bit ( Read more... )

I'm in way over my head. And there's a mine cut diamond set in 18 karat filigreed white gold sitting in the back room at Sather's Jewlers waiting to be sized to prove it. If you ask him if it's an engagement ring or a promise ring, he just says "does it matter? the promise is the same.... it's the diamond that's different."

I was watching Sex and the City and Samantha just said the funniest thing about having a gynocologist that's a guy: "it just seems wrong having a man spend all that time down there and you leave with no orgasm and a bill"
I know how that feels. Weird.