i`m sick & everythin is hurting.

i haven`t talked to tha ladies for days and i haven`t seen them for days, and they could seem to care less. it kills me

SMiLE FOR ANDREW - FiGHT LEUKEMiA
stay strong love, you`ll make it.

things for the next few weeks are going to be soo hectic. i`ll be doin 15+ hours a week volunteering @ a nursing home & 4 or 5 hours volunteering at the library. plus school. plus work. i`m not gunna have any free time until i get this hours for NHS done. oh well. it'll keep my mind off this fucking bullshit. i seriously hate people ( Read more... )

now i`m lost and i`m weary
so many tearz - i`m suicidal
so don`t stand near me
my every move is a calculated step
to bring me closer - to embrace an early death

i hate people

funny how this is tha truth. he is my protector & my strength. tha only person who NEVER EVER NOT ONCE left my side. i don't think i could ever say that about anyone else. i love him. it's 22 months today, not that anybody really cares ( Read more... )

yeah so i realized 3 things ( Read more... )

maynn i ain`t used this shit in mad long, maybe i`ll start.

children of the ghetto
running wild and free
in a concrete jungle
filled with misery
there`s no inspiration
to brighten up their day
so while with desperation
i would like to say
children of the ghetto

[keep your head to the sky]

May 10thschool wuz school and i ain`t have work. matt called me after school while i was on the phone w/ tha driving ( Read more... )

i`m beginning to wonder if anybody even reads this? i mean i have a few 'friends' but since i opened this up i ain`t received one comment. whatever. i guess i really don`t write this just for comments, it to get out how i feel. i`ve been going thru alot lately, mostly family issues. april has been a hard month for me and i`m so happy that it`s over ( Read more... )

Monday ( Read more... )

I been gettin real fed up. i haven`t chilled with any of my friends in the longest time. all i been doin is goin to school ,goin to work, and chillin` with matt. so i tried this weekend to ask some peoples to chill, but they all made excuses. i give up ..