i went to the show yesterday.....was pretty kool they had all new rides that i wanted to go on....but didnt.....next yr im goin to take ant and make him go on all the rides wif mi.....he couldnt come this time cause he had to work ......so he was able to go .............but yeah i was on the train.......and playin round and feel ova on mi asss ( Read more... )

well......i was wrong so good shit did happen but it all came crashin down on mi tonight........ant is so mad at mi its not funny......im not sure wat to say or to do and etc....i feel so unsure on anything laltly .......... im hopein that sumthink or anything to help mi feel beta........,mmmmm.........god i hate this.....

all is ok so far....FINALLY lolzzzz nar things at work r fine....mi and ant r goin fine and im goin to sydney 4 the night on monday wif remjay and where goin to the show and shoppin im goin to miss ant.....im sad its only 1 night......but hey i luv him 2 death lolzzz......but yeah all is goin well so far....

mwah xoxo

hope it keeps up

well to day i applyed for a job at kmart but i dont think i will get the job........last night i was plannin to get drunk but sum 1 took all mi ach.......i dont know who took it.......but when i asked who toom it no one could tell mi about it..........just proves sum 1 is lyin .....mmm......im not sure who it could of been.....ant thinks it was ( Read more... )

mi and ant had a fight tonigt.... i can see him leavin mi.......it wouldnt susprise mi i guess im doin sum think wrong.......i have a habit of doin that i guess......i love him more than anything but i guess love isnt enough.........and i guess my wheel will eva stop turnin on mi....i hope ant doesnt leave mi but i im not sure on wat he is goin 2 ( Read more... )

i dont know why but its seems that i always have bad shit happen 2 mi ad im sick of it....im sick of doin nice shit for people and have it throw bak in my face.......i'm sick of bein called fat...im sick  of been told that im ugly....all i wont is to be loved is that so fuckn wrong........ive been nothin but friendly and sweet to every one and my ( Read more... )

well tonight was interestin fo mi.....i sat there doin all mi clothes in order and etc and hadd a silly conflict with anthony and inup messyin all mi clothes up again.........i dont anthony changes likethe wind some times.....but i still love him.........see sometimes hes just got to learn not to be so defence when it comes to feeling's ......i ( Read more... )

well thing's are goin pretty good so far.....see mi family went on holidays for 10 days and asked anthony and i if we can watcht the house and take care of the pets while they where gone........so anthony and i said we would......so anthony and i have been stayin here together alone.......so has been great cause i think it made us closer than ( Read more... )

well i dont live any where......i dont live with my parents.....im 17 and dont get much money at all to live.....i seem to be makin it ok so far....but ive had help.......im stayin at west nowra at the moment........anthony.....dave and martin live there, along wif martins gurl .....(remjay).....anthony as been lettin mi stay wif him....til im able ( Read more... )