i had the perfect opportunity to fuck with her food (cierra's) but i didnt. maybe im coming 2 terms more with this whole situation. idk. im trying 2 open up 2 matt, but im not getting much back. he ditches me like crazy and makes up excuses. i like him alot. ::sigh ( Read more... )

so as soon as i step out of my grannys van 4 work yesterday, i see aubrey with no other than jj and cierra(no, im not talkin about me) they came n2 steak escape alot and i think they r together now!!!! i will fuckin stab that stupid fat bitch and watch all of her fucking blood roll out of her fat rolls. they better not pull any PDA shit n front of ( Read more... )

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i had 2 go 2 the gyno yesterday and once again my lump is a problem. i hafta go 2 a breast specialist next week so he can get a tissue sample. my poor boob : ( i hope all all goes well with that. i got tested 4 hiv,gohnerrea,chlamydia,and syphillis just b/c chris is a whore and id just like 2 know. i got all 4 b/c it was a package deal~lol. they ( Read more... )

well im sure heather and/or steph updated u on what happened saturday so i wont even go into that ( Read more... )

dude! i came so close 2 finding the last factory show pix. i was just like 2 clicks away yesterday and the stupid bell rang. ill try 2 find them again today ( Read more... )

so yeah matt spent the night last night and i couldnt sleep very well. i had a dream that we went 2 the mall and he left me, ran up to some brunette, and kissed her. maybe that resulted a little from yesterday and what liz told me.

i went to the mall and this chic kim's house w/matt, chuck, and mike.all mike and chuck did was look at girlz. it was fun but i was home later than i need 2 be ( Read more... )

hopefully i can hang with matt 2day since im off. i think hes going 2 get a piercing or tatoo. im tryin 2 convince him 2 get his nipples done....hott!!!

prom was a blast! i danced and had fun, but a few songs reminded me off jj and homecoming.....pathetic...........anyway........my after prom was cool 4 the most part. i won a lot, but we had 2 leave early b/c matt was bored and tired. were sittin here now just hangin out. im gonna be so fuckin tired at work tomorrow...open 2 close