This day keeps getting worse. It seems everyone's realizing the worst all at once.

The two people I'd ever want to turn to I can't.

I just found out my dad lost his job today.

Fantastic.

You're a piece of shit and I can't believe I've wasted so much of my time caring about you.

Too bad I don't have the balls to say anything to your face.

I've been in my room since 4. My father and I have been on eggshells around eachother. We haven't spoken a word since he got home. He came in the room where I am and didn't even look at me.

We'll see how long this lasts.

I'm watching queer eye in boxers and I haven't eaten all day.

Blahhhh.

One year.

This is the first time in a long time that I haven't been happy.

Death has, yet again, taken its toll on me and my family. It seems like just when you're getting used to the idea of someone being gone, another person is ripped away from you. I'm finally beginning to realize that I'm going to have to watch everyone close to me die away until finally it's my turn ( Read more... )

Today was pretty fantastic. School was nice, I got a good nap when I got home, and dance was bearable. Stopped by Alex's house and traded him Andy's gym bag for my hat. SUCCESS!! Now I'm home.

This weekend is going to be busy busy busy.

Jamie left for Florida today =[

Happy birthday Dana Andy and Stephanie!

The past two days I've forced myself to go to dance AND participate and it's making things much worse than necessary. I've been a zombie in school. I actually felt more awake today than I have been feeling, but in return I felt more sick cold-wise. I just want all of this to go away ( Read more... )

Tonight's the kind of night where you want to be anywhere but inside your house alone.

And guess what, that's exactly where I am.