Josh Day

[painlessemotion]

So I tell everyone that I have never been in love. Well I stand corrected. It hit me last night in a dream. I dreamed I saw my ex boyfriend Josh. He came up to me and told me he still loved me and that he wanted to be with me. I woke up almost in tears because I wanted to keep dreaming. I sat up and realized that it was just a dream, that Josh

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[into_eternity]

i hate that this has to be happening to you, too. it hurts so damn much, and i never wanted you to have to deal with it, especially right now while i am. i wish i could take the pain away, and i wish you could take my pain away. who knows why we're being allowed to feel the way we do--perhaps there is something better in store for us down the road. but as far as right now goes, we've just got to hold on. i'd give anything to tell you "let's walk away from this hell," but i'd have to learn to escape my own first.

i love you...