early morning posts tend to be long.

[painlessemotion]

So it is 4:30 am and I, for some reason, am still awake. My knees are bothering me and I figure that is what is keeping me up and the fact that I took some Adderall to stay awake long enough to do some reading for class. I am supposed to have the book finished by tomorrow but I have only read 4 chapters in the book. I'm not too worried about

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[so_alone_at_ehc]

AH!!! so I'm not the only one not getting any sleep...I was up till 5 freakin 30 the other night/morning and that pisses me off...I was up till 4:30 last night too and had to get up at 6:30 or so but I'm hoping this will get me into a better sleeping pattern...I HOPE...I swear it's not fair that you get to go to concerts and stuff like that...the only one I've ever been to is The Juliana Theory one you took me too, which was awesome and I'm totally addicted to them and Bayside AND Hot Rod Circuit now...I'm a packrat...I just can't seem to be able to just throw away stuff...I'm a memory person I guess, I get it from my mom too, I just remember all the little things because they're what's important to me, the small stuff...if I'm not careful this comment will end up as long as your entry so I'll cut it off here by telling you that I miss you and xoxoxo

[into_eternity]

haha, packrat. material possessions mean little to me...

[so_alone_at_ehc]

well I attach memories to things and that makes them meaningful to me...I have my reasons

[into_eternity]

it's cool, and i totally understand where you're coming from. i like to save things with memories attached, too. but still... they're not important enough to hold on to instead of giving them up for, say, something unbuyable.

[into_eternity]

wow, someone is being productive! :) thank you for everything you're doing for my stepdad. it means a lot to me, and i know it will to him. you're also in my prayers, for that one thing and lack of sleep. i don't know how you people stay up so long, lol. anyway, i love you. and true love never dies. :)