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[paino_desperado]

Yo. Sitting here at Jessy's watching Monster. Charlize Theron looks so gross here.

I haven't talked to Ryan in what seems like ages.

I refused to go to anyone's graduation on account of how trivial it all is. I don't know anymore.

Comments

[fragile_harlot]

Haha she looked soooo gross lol. gradutation. blech

[truthseeker02]

Don't be sad friend....you will graduate soon enough...you can't take it back so just do what you need to do and you will be fine....and remember, you are my hero.

[paino_desperado]

awww! you made me feel so much better! I should give you a creepy-guy-at-your-work style hug, hahaha.

[__inshambles]

that's really lame that he didnt even comment (unless he hasn't been online) that makes me mad.

[paino_desperado]

I don't think he's been online lately, so I dunno. If I'm wrong, I totally agree with you. I've only talked to him once in the last week, so I dunno whats up. If I don't hear from him soon, this is going to start seeming pretty damn familiar cough*brandon*cough.....oh wait...cough*every-guy-i've-ever-dated*cough. It's kind of pathetic how I'm getting used to that kind of thing.

[__inshambles]

no, you're not pathetic. i mean, i know what you mean. you dont want to move on because there might be logical reasons for them being complete fucktards. so you're kind of just stuck in this confusion waiting thing that is really hard and annoying. but if he's just another dick who isn't going to call again, i'll beat his ass

[paino_desperado]

Exact-fuckin-ly. I get really tired of playing that damn waiting game with everyone I meet, but I feel like I don't have a lagitimate reason for being tired. I think he's just been really busy lately, like he's said, but being the paranoid lay-hoo-say-her I am, I end up thinking he doesn't like me anymore, which is probably furthest from the truth. No worries though, if I ever date another guy like that, I will not only hold the dude down for you, I'll hold the damn video camera. Then we can wallow in pride as we rewind over and over.