Well, I'm at a loss for words now... Erin called me and we talked for over an hour. Before she called we were talking on im and I explained everything that was going on and she just said I'm going to the chapel right now and I'm praying my damn soul out for you ( Read more... )

rawr, wanting of the ciggerettes! So, just one more reason to move to Binghamton is cause it'll make it like a million times easier to quit smoking, since the vast majority of the times I want to smoke it's cause of my dad. He thinks he knows what's best for me but he doesn't.... *siiigh* Well, In my list of options for the weekend, I somehow ( Read more... )

Well, I'm friggin excited cause I bought Sigur Ross( Icelandic band, very ambient and peaceful music, with little lyrics all of which are in the language the singer developed himself)'s new cd today, so I'm listening to that and it makes me pretty happy and tranquil. Ummm talked to my youth pastor today about all I'm going through. He brought up ( Read more... )

Well, today was pretty healthy, went to counseling and whatnot. I mostly like my counselor but she forgets allot and sometimes it seems like she doesn't adress issues that are bothering me, but I mostly gotthat vibe today, cause we had alot to talk about... But yeah, me and my dad actually had a conversation as opposed to an argument about smoking ( Read more... )

Well, after 2 meetings with the vice president of student developement I have been dismissed from Davis College fo the remainder of this semester. After continuing to attend counseling and making progress on my addictions and other failings I will be readmitted next semester ( Read more... )

This morning I brought myself to listen to Autumn's monologue for the first time in months ( Read more... )

Well, had a grreat weekend for the most part ( Read more... )

You Are 40% Weird
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The scars have nearly faded now...

Weeell, I was about 5 minutes away from making this entry last night, when John Whippo( who is very very ironically Amy's cousin) Came into my room, and we had a really long and good talk. This was very very fortunate ( Read more... )