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why do i get so intimidated & frustrated by things so easily?
when i do a small thing wrong i just collapse into a million pieces & feel like i can't do anything.
i feel like a little kid who falls & scrapes her knee on the playground & cries for hours like its the end of the world. -
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my period is coming probably tomorrow so i'm pmsing & a few things that just made me almost cry ( Read more... ) -
it's 6:30am & I woke up from a nightmare
i feel mentally fine all during the day & about once or twice a week i have these horrible nightmares that i wake up yelling & almost crying from...today i just totally lost it & was sobbing for about 20 minutes. i thought i had them because sleeping in bed with someone makes the heat different from what i'm used to or something, but i've had two ( Read more... ) -
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it's only a week but i've gotten used to seeing this face everyday, the first thing & the last thing
it's scary feeling so much love because there are all these other feelings that come along with it like jealousy & second guessing & fear ( Read more... ) -
going home
tomorrow i'm going back to miami! for ten days. when i booked the tickets, i was pmsing / having some sort of weird identity crisis & i just really felt like i needed to go home. i wanted to see my mom & eat her spaghetti & hear my dad's weird winnie-the-pooh laugh & i really wanted/want to see tuffy but that's impossible...
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you've been in my apartment for too long
sometimes i'm just like who the fuck am i dating, like how much of what i am seeing as yasu is actually just me applying traits to him that may not actually be him at all, maybe i'm actually thinking he's a totally different person & it's only when he does something to break that image i've created like when he yells at me or insults something ( Read more... ) -
wat
i had a really weird dream that felt like it lasted for hours. i woke up during it 3 times, all sad that it was over, only to go back to sleep & still be in the dream ( Read more... ) -
months
i have been in japan for almost 5 months ( Read more... )
