I fuck things up. I do this often. I fuck people up. Put up pretenses of my emotional absence to use them. I know how to do this, I play easily. It costs, apparently. Two very dear to me, one of whom I loved. I try to feign nonchalance, I dont care at all. Because, after all, I am strong arrogant untouchable me. But I am not. I am human,
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