life does not want to compromise with me ( Read more... )

man. i'm feeling a little better about my schoolwork today. maybe because i've been at this report since 8 a.m. i think i MIGHT be able to pull it off. i've got most of the weekend to work at it now. today i quit michael's. i think they were trying to get me to quit at this point. i was on the schedule for next week with zero hours. i don't blame ( Read more... )

i've been under the weather since last evening during cops. i'm attributing it to jalapenos or the world's tiniest piece of bacon. who knows really. yesterday i blacked out in the middle of a convenience store with my sunglasses on. i'm sure it looked a little like a drunken stevie wonder trying to find his way to the parking lot ( Read more... )

where do i even begin right now ( Read more... )

i've had it with today ( Read more... )

i'm doing really good with reducing and managing my stress this week. tomorrow's my big day for the week. and after work i'm crashing hard. i can't eat at all, it sucks. but apparently it's a current trend amongst everyone in my class. i might try and stay in town this weekend, so if anyones around, give me a call.

four day weekend ( Read more... )

job interview tomorrow.

i want it bad. ten less weeks of michaels is ten less weeks of working for nothing.

this would be a good opportunity for me.

i'm gonna look classy.

today i got sad. i don't know why. it was just one of those days that things sneak up on you and you've got no resistance to fight them. as a result i hurt laura. saying that "i hurt laura" is probably the most painful thing for me to say. i'd feel less guilty and less upset about saying "i shot a man." my body is exhausted but i can't sleep ( Read more... )

BUHHH-LLLASSTT ( Read more... )