so ive been talking to Ryan again. i guess its cool that we have been able to mantain our friendship. but its soo hard. i miss him so much. and i dont think he understands me because when i told him that i still cared about him and he said he still cared about me i dont think he knew what i was implying. i meant that i still had feelings for him. i ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty cool. friday night me and jen and russel went to see 18 visions, i got sick so we left and went to joshs house and he had some hot friends over. we left around 1 and shit was tight. then saturday night i went to colonys dance and it was amazingly fun. after we all went to jeffs and chilled out. we drank alot and claudia ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty cool i guess. well atleast friday night. i hung out with mandey and amanda and her bf. we sat in the bakers parking lot and me and mandey fucking smoked laying down in our seats, screamed to dashboard, and sang our fucking hearts out while we dancee around in the car. it was way funny. we had tons of energy. we also ( Read more... )

so lately ive been feeling weird. almost like i'm empty. i'm insecure and confused ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was fun. i saw shaunteclaire at the roadhouse and they were awesome. i met sum new girls...ashton amanda and beth. they r all wonderful i luv em already. ashtons baby...Riley Star.. is the most beautiful baby i have ever seen. um we went 2 dennys after the show it was quit amusing..lol ( Read more... )