It's been a very surreal day. I went to Aaron's viewing today. It wasn't him. There is just no way that he could really be gone. I hate how they make you look like clay or plastic or something. Its like they take that last bit of you away from the people that love you and just want to see you one more time. I'm pretty sure almost everyone is ( Read more... )

It is definetly not the easiest thing to write a paper, or concentrate at all for that matter, when you can't seem to stop thinking about everything in the entire world for like 2.4 seconds! It seems like life happens in waves. You're really good for a while-everything is just going your way, and then it all crashes and everything bad that could ( Read more... )

I hate everyone here. I have decided I have one friend-that is karin schramm. everyone else can fuckin die. who invites people to date parties, then have them go spend $30 plus the $40 already spent on their dress, get all excited, then disinvite them in order to be a "brother"? a goddamn brother? how about a friend. whatever. if anything the ( Read more... )

"I know just why you could not come along with me. This was not your dream, but you always believed in me." Michael Buble, Home ( Read more... )

"This whole world needs an anthem, and I'm trying to put the words where they belong." Phantom Planet, Anthem ( Read more... )

All I needed was a push in the right direction....shit any direction for that matter. I know have that. Basically it was Karin saying that I am all talk and shes waiting for me to do something. It was a slap in the face to my life. I have so many dreams but its about time I picked one and ran with it. Basically I think the whole thing with having ( Read more... )

London,NYC,Chicago,LA....wherever it will be, this girl is on the move. I'll keep you posted ( Read more... )

First off, Chi-town was A-MAZING! I love that city like a...kitty? I was just looking at pics of Nicole's kitty and it made me think of it even though chicago really doesn't pertain to a baby cat....whatever. haha I shopped, I learned, I hung out w/ Kendall....and lots more good times. Plus, I got pretty close with the girls and they are all sooo ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm alanis morrisette in 1991. Men are the devil. hah Not really actually....but alot of them are just not cool, more like I'm just not getting what I want-and then I get crabby. Not gonna sugar coat that one. I guess I'm just sick of the game where when I am not interested, they're bending over backwards for me. When I am even a little ( Read more... )

I'm back! Just got back from working out and showering and I feel great! :-) Plus I smell yummy ( Read more... )