We got it so easy...we fell in love so passionately...from first glace...no...first sense of the others presence we were drawn into something larger than ourselves. Guided to a spiritual love we smiled and played...happy to simply feel this..unaware or rather not understanding the responsibility we were taking on with this bliss...because with a ( Read more... )

It seems I've found my birth name. I watched an anime a long time ago called Haibane Renmei and it had an interesting concept. The only way to save themselves and reach their inner bliss was to discover their "true name" i believe I've found mine. The name Pandora has always sounded lovely to me...long before i knew her story the name intrigued me ( Read more... )

Your miles away...i cannot touch you. I cannot smell you. You are a ghost...but my love for someone has never been stronger. I will stand and support you. I will be in this until i know it isn't a place for me anymore. This isn't a commitment, this is a choice...that i never choose. My heart choose you and i am obligated to oblige. Love chooses you ( Read more... )

It seems i don't open up easily...anyone who knows even a little bit about me knows that. But...it's causing complications within my relationship...i'm trying to be more...talkitive...-_- i don't really talk much. which isn't too great for a long distance relationship or any frankly. So i'm trying to work on it. I umm..need to just speak instead of ( Read more... )

As i was laying in the living room...pondering my anxieties over my unknown future and the fears about not knowing what will even happen tomorrow...a small visitor showed up before me. A little brown spider...and though i'm deeply afraid of spiders...i moved closer to get a better look. And when i did...the spider took notice of me and began to ( Read more... )

I was more physically exhausted today than any other day...i felt physically sick all day as well...it was like all the emotional and mental pressure i had finally taken a toll on my body. I almost didn't go with holly to this meditation session...but something in me felt i'd feel much better if i did at least try. Well it did a lot ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what i was going to write...i have so much on my mind. Sometimes i cry hard because i feel so far away from this world. I strongly feel i don't belong here...as if i stand out to myself in a puzzle...and i don't fit. The connections to the earth make me sad sometimes because i know the life i seek is a complicated one that ( Read more... )

My energy seems to have come back and i actually feel like doing things not just sleeping. I feel more positive and confident upon waking. Not sure why but i'm not going to argue with it. One thing that i'm very concerned about though...Daniel has been getting these splitting headaches lately. That last kinda a long time. And i'm starting to really ( Read more... )

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Have you ever felt completion? A sensation of fulfillment and wholeness. I did. In every sense of who i am. Being in Seattle...with the love of my life...my best friend...my family near by. The whole earth made sense there and my spiritual journey became clear. I was to go there...in order to begin who i am...to start to journey to myself. My past ( Read more... )