life just sucks.

oh how you love this day. the colors, the bright bursts, the smell, the crackle and pops. this year i did my best to forget how you love these things. nothing wipes away those memories, and i don't know if i want them gone- but i want them to stop hurting. you don't feel the pain. you spent the night dancing with her, without a thought of me at all ( Read more... )

happy birthday. you ruined mine, but i don't have the heart to even text you on yours. enjoy my kindness, you don't deserve it ( Read more... )

sometimes you just have days where things seem to make sense and everything is a little clearer. i am thankful for them. i have been focusing more on my relationship with God than with my difficult relationships with people. my tats have taken on some different meanings these days. forgive is not meant for one situation anymore- it is a call to ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure how i missed this ( Read more... )

It has snowed quite a bit in the past week. We have a clean five inch layer of powder over everything, except the roads. I had forgotten how much I love snow. I find myself on the porch, bundled up, looking at the landscape during the day... unless I am tromping through it with my dog, Sam ( Read more... )