Caitlin baby, I'm still here. I never said I was Christian yet, but I am considering it. And if I do or don't commit, I'll still be the same Hannah- outgoing, loud, democrat, liberal, loving, way too silly..religion will only be a part of me. Sure, it will be a part of me that will effect other parts of me, but I believe it will only be for the good. I can feel that
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i know your motivations are good, and i know this is what's right for you right now. i understand that you're the same person, but it's just weird to think that your feelings about this are so different all of the sudden... i don't know, i have to force myself to believe you're still the same person. i do support you in anything you do, and i respect that you're doing what you feel even though it's so different for you. but (not in everything, just in this) i feel like i'm totally isolated at oglethorpe... that i'm the only one who believes what i do (or doesn't believe...) it's not a big deal, it's just something that's gonna take some getting used to. don't worry, i know you won't abandon me because i'm a heathen (hee) and i won't abandon you because you're trying to find out who you are.
I've been thinking about this for awhile now, and never said anything about it because the whole idea seemed so different from me. It was hard to accept even for me- but it might just be some phase, or something real- I can't really tell now. Sometimes, even now, I listen to some of the stuff I say and am like "whoa" but you know me- you know that I am what I say I am. And Oglethorpe...who cares about what everyone there thinks?... I know you really don't. You have plenty of people with the same beliefs as you ( even at Oglethorpe ). Plus, you're not the type of person that needs that kind of reassurance-you've always been so independent with your beliefs. You've always been exactly what you wanted to be, whether the world is with you or not. that's half the reason we're friends, because I can trust the person you show me.
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