I haven't updated in more than a month.
Wow.

Anyone read this thing?
Anyone at all?

I hate my job.

People also like to make me feel like shit a lot.

These are supposed to be the best years of your life.
I'm 17 years old.
Why do things seems the exact same was as they were when I was 13?
Fuck.

Is it going to be like this forever? College?
I don't even want to know.

Why can't I change myself?

Happy fucking birthday.

Thanks, mom.

sHighlight from tonights conversation with Melissa ( Read more... )

So I think the school year has gone pretty smoothly so far.
I think I will do okay in my classes.
More than okay in some.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS WEEKEND/NEXT FEW WEEKS!
Saturday is Brittanys little birthday party shin-dig thing. I got her a sweet present.
Then on Sunday I am going to see THE GOO GOO DOLLS! Oooh, it is going to be AMAZING!
Then that ( Read more... )

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SERIOUSLY.

What am I going to do for my birthday?!
It's in like...22 days.

& I want to actually DO something!

PLEASE.
Give me ideas?
I didn't have a sweet 16.
So this is my sweet 17!

& I'll need to ask off work & all that good stuff.
PLEASE! Help a girl out!

Q. 1) What Are You Listening To Right Now?
A) "Here in Your Arms" - Hellogoodbye

Q. 2) How Did You Learn About That Artist/Band?
A) Wow...i'm not sure. I'm sure it has something to do with other Drive-thru artists.

Q. 3) Who Is Your Favorite Band/Artist?
A) Something Corporate. & JM. & Goo Goo Dolls.

Q. 4) How Many Band Shirts Do You Have?
A) I actually ( Read more... )

I will not fuck up this year.

I will not fuck up this year.

I will not fuck up this year.

Maybe if I say it enough I will actually start to believe it.

I had a dream I would have spanish first. & I do. Ok. It was a nightmare ( Read more... )