you know what? i almost thought it was gonna be okay.
BUT IT's NOT SO FUCK YOU.
=( i'm so ready to give up =(

i wanna save you
i need you
save me too.

today was actually enjoyable so far. i slept til noon (had a fight with the fam what's new? heh). then me n nan watched some movies and judge judy!! lol. then me n rach washed the car (and each other)! then eva<3 came over and we painted our nails(we almost painted eva's pink heh.. we went back to greeen).and listened to soco. and now we are ( Read more... )

random fact: you may not have my M&M's they are mine. so fuck off.

well i'm writing by popular demand. heh amazing right? life isnt the greatest. i super hate working 8 hour shifts and i have to do that tomorrow.. and greg is my manager so..that'll just be greeeeat ::sarcasm:: my paycheck better be fuckin large ( Read more... )

hm. nothing much has really changed.
i finished school and i started work.
i'm still anti-family and friends.
things haven't been the best lately.

if you cared to know.
which you probably didn't.
but that's okay right?

i already know it's not all about me.
but guess what. it's not all about you either.
so get over yourself.

finished finals:
orchestra; geometry; gym; german; health
3 more finals to flunk:
american cultures II; enlish; bio

i suck at life. woooo. i hate cello.
maybe i could like pretend to kill myself. but you see i won't. and my mom will be like why are you not happy? and i'll be like.. i hate cello. can i burn mine? "sure honey" thanks.

i enjoy how i repeatedly write in this gay thing even though i know no one really reads it cause i didnt really give it out to people. except like one or two. so yeah. hah. anyhow. finals are starting the day after tomorrow. kinda scary. lets see.. hard ones: german;am cultures;english;bio. easy: orchestra;gym;geometry(not really i just dont care ( Read more... )

okay weekend.. bored as f.u.c.k.. hence why i am writing in this ( Read more... )

i always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you wanna talk it's not hard to dream
you'll a l w a y s be my

hate school.hatefinals.hate fridays.hate you.
hate cello. hate voice. hate evvvverything.
i hate weekends filled with studying.
and thinking about all of that studying. fun.