layin in bed this morning i thought this might not be such a terrible day. i pumped myself up for a week full of wong and a week free of jeffrey. although i was clearly lying to myself i got out of bed feeling okay. saying over and over this week will pass and things will get better. well guess what...things wont be getting better today ( Read more... )

shes wearing me down ( Read more... )

and...my life is so perfect its physically painful...

Early Dismissal on
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
1:00pm Secondary Dismissal
1:45pm Elementary Dismissal
No PM Kindergarten

so today marks the first snow day and the first day of work at wongs wok.

so maybe some things aren't supposed to change...maybe some people are ment to be apart. atleast i know i apologized...you could have atleast have accepted it. you know what...i try and try so hard to understand people...just becuase i really dont feel like i truly relate to anyone...i try to understand why they say what they say and why they do ( Read more... )

i have this box...the letting go box. its a box i fill with all of the pictures of all of the people im trying to forget. all of the movie stubs...all of the old notes and journals that remind me of them...guitar picks..lyrics, old sharp shooter/canoe racing trophies...best friend rings...its in my lap right now..."so this is how i let go..fill a ( Read more... )

i LOVE this boy.

so ive been sitting here at the newly fixed and re-fabbed computer just reading others livejournals...looking at strangers pictures and wondering why cant my life look so cool? why cant i do cool stuff that i post pictures of and why cant people envy me...but then i realize im probably not the only loser sitting home on a saturday night reading ( Read more... )

What a beautiful day for a root canal...

:sob: wish me luck on my trip to the dentist.