Special Needs - Oneshot (Yoosu)
Title: Special Needs
Author: kayjayloves
Chapter: 1/1
Pairing: Yoosu
Band: DSBK/TVXQ/THSK
Genre: angst/romance
Rating: PG-13
Warning: cussing, hinted sex
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys, just my interpretations of them.
Synopsis: if i wanted this more than anything in the world why would i be here
Comments: for yomi_chan305 . a make-up gift? xPP title/inspiration based off placebo's special needs.
junsu plays secrets into the chords of daily life. he starts at three-thirty in the morning with his angel wings made of yoochun’s hands on his back, warm and rough against his shoulder blades. it's the moonshine that wakes him up, softly kissing reality into the bare skin of his arms. “i have to go.”
and yoochun usually whispers something like, don’t go baby, we’ll make it burn fireworks until the sun dies, but this time he looks at junsu.
junsu leaves.
changmin bites down on junsu’s wrist when they’re wrestling over a video game and his teeth draw blood. he’s saying “oh shit,” barely audible over the sound of the screen blaring game-over. junsu looks down and stares and then shakes it off. in the bathroom he lets red droplets fall into the sink.
you should be more careful, yoochun tells him when they’re changing shirts in the green room of some broadcasting station. you really should, and his eyes spark jealousy.
if i wanted this more than anything in the world why would i be here, junsu finds himself saying. he’s still smiling bright-kind-daring, and he rolls on the couch until he’s staring yoochun in the face. i want this more than nothing, but nothing isn’t something.
nothing’s never been anything. he doesn’t let yoochun kiss anywhere but his mouth.
if i lie one more time do you think they’ll think i'm innocent. jaejoong looks at him with mouth wide open in an ‘o’ and junsu laughs. eu kyang kyang. trademark diversions of the easy minded.
“what?” jaejoong asks. “junsu, do you want me to get yunho-?”
“nevermind hyung.” junsu replies. quick-bright-easy-fake smiles.
the radio station finds time to get them on air and make him tell the fans that he loves them oh-so-very-much-please-and-thank-you. it’s fine; but yoochun’s giving him i’ll show you the world if you show me your heart stares from across the way, his eyes all sappy-sad and too full.
he’s asked a question and he stumbles over an answer. wakes up to reality for the fourth time that day.
and when he’s about to go to sleep yoochun slips into his bed and winds his arms around junsu’s waist. miss you so fuckin much when you’re so close, he’s whispering, and junsu doesn’t reply. two seconds in and he’s already closing his eyes.
let go and dream, he thinks. just for tonight.
everyday.
Author: kayjayloves
Chapter: 1/1
Pairing: Yoosu
Band: DSBK/TVXQ/THSK
Genre: angst/romance
Rating: PG-13
Warning: cussing, hinted sex
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys, just my interpretations of them.
Synopsis: if i wanted this more than anything in the world why would i be here
Comments: for yomi_chan305 . a make-up gift? xPP title/inspiration based off placebo's special needs.
junsu plays secrets into the chords of daily life. he starts at three-thirty in the morning with his angel wings made of yoochun’s hands on his back, warm and rough against his shoulder blades. it's the moonshine that wakes him up, softly kissing reality into the bare skin of his arms. “i have to go.”
and yoochun usually whispers something like, don’t go baby, we’ll make it burn fireworks until the sun dies, but this time he looks at junsu.
junsu leaves.
changmin bites down on junsu’s wrist when they’re wrestling over a video game and his teeth draw blood. he’s saying “oh shit,” barely audible over the sound of the screen blaring game-over. junsu looks down and stares and then shakes it off. in the bathroom he lets red droplets fall into the sink.
you should be more careful, yoochun tells him when they’re changing shirts in the green room of some broadcasting station. you really should, and his eyes spark jealousy.
if i wanted this more than anything in the world why would i be here, junsu finds himself saying. he’s still smiling bright-kind-daring, and he rolls on the couch until he’s staring yoochun in the face. i want this more than nothing, but nothing isn’t something.
nothing’s never been anything. he doesn’t let yoochun kiss anywhere but his mouth.
if i lie one more time do you think they’ll think i'm innocent. jaejoong looks at him with mouth wide open in an ‘o’ and junsu laughs. eu kyang kyang. trademark diversions of the easy minded.
“what?” jaejoong asks. “junsu, do you want me to get yunho-?”
“nevermind hyung.” junsu replies. quick-bright-easy-fake smiles.
the radio station finds time to get them on air and make him tell the fans that he loves them oh-so-very-much-please-and-thank-you. it’s fine; but yoochun’s giving him i’ll show you the world if you show me your heart stares from across the way, his eyes all sappy-sad and too full.
he’s asked a question and he stumbles over an answer. wakes up to reality for the fourth time that day.
and when he’s about to go to sleep yoochun slips into his bed and winds his arms around junsu’s waist. miss you so fuckin much when you’re so close, he’s whispering, and junsu doesn’t reply. two seconds in and he’s already closing his eyes.
let go and dream, he thinks. just for tonight.
everyday.