Ben came home on sunday. I went to see him after my practice and stayed at his house for a little while. yah he made me happy that night ( Read more... )

krys562 (9:42:46 AM): it's because of the drugs you're on for your groin

Auto response from meaggles 06 (9:42:46 AM): had the worst dreams last night

krys562 (9:43:00 AM): you need to talk about them though so they won't come true

So now im going to tell you about them. And yes they are about Ben so if you dont want to read anymore about him. ( Read more... )

yah tomorrow is the last day of vacation :-( soo upsetting because everyday felt like summer vacation and i kept thinking i had 3 months off from school instead of 9 days. Hung out with Steph for a few hours today. that was nice cause i miss her very much. Then JB and I went to wally world to do some pictures and ended up staying there for an hour ( Read more... )

hmm lets see, i woke up very early today andwent to drop the dog off at the vets. Then i went to open gym. that was awesome, besides the fact that my groin killed. I did a really good half, all by myself and on the floor i did a round of tuck, backhandspring backhandspring. It was sweet ( Read more... )

i hate when you get so cought up in the feeling that you completely forget about reality.

haha yah i went to concord today. that was wicked fun. I miss ben but im having fun on only concentrating on having friend time ( Read more... )

last car ride: umm the way back from walmart ( Read more... )

Name:: Meagan ( Read more... )

uhh i have been babysitting for the past two days. Really tired. But hey i got 75 bucks out of it. not in a good mood at all, dont know whats going to happen with my groin, i feel sick as hell, ben's leaving tomorrow morning and i cant see him before he leaves. And everything is lame.

later

Appointment for my groin tomorrow 2:20.. wish me

Saturday after open gym i came home and showed my mom how bad my groin hurt and the huge lump that i had and she made me go to the hospital. come to find out i tore my groin soo yah right night the whole inside of my leg is bruised and i have a huge lump. My mom is making an appointment with this special doctor to see if i need to get surgery:-/ ( Read more... )