I've been trying to get rid of the people who I care more about than I get in return. One down. I use names. I always felt that Becca was more my friend than I was her's. I figured it out in a way that is a bit unorthadox. I said the meanest things I could think of. The most terribly awful words to ever drip from my mouth. She isn't my friend ( Read more... )

Sorry about everything.

I didn't think I would do one of these but it seems that I do what everyone else is doing these days..  Plus I like seeing people try to figure it out. If you guess, I'll tell you if you're right.

1. I havn't seen you in so long and I hate it. I miss you so very much and I really hope you get everything you want. Please IM me.
2. You, my friend, I ( Read more... )

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He did it again. This time he's fucked.

I realized that most of the kids that go to shows (the ones I hang out with or even talk to) I do not like one bit. I also realized that I don't really have all the friends I thought I had. Not to say that kids whom I called friends are not anymore. Just saying I calculated wrong. I don't want things to go back to the way they were, I don't even ( Read more... )

My dog got out while I was at the show and when I got home Eric, Laura and my mom were looking for her in three seperate cars. I saw my brother drive by and got in.
I looked for her for about an hour and a half. She's gone and I'm afraid I'll never see her again. I just want my dog so badly..

Circle Jerks.. so fucking good. You know. 
fuck all of you, you were never there. I needed your help, you didn't care. You didn't fucking care.

I can't say that I understand what it is that keeps me going now a days. There's the friends I have.. Yeah, that's not it.  My friends are great, don't get me wrong but I know I can live without them. I wouldn't like it but I know I could do it if I had to. There's my family.. not much goin' on there either. and there is the idea that maybe I'll ( Read more... )

It's that time of the season and I'm starting to think, "Wow, another year and I don't have a girlfriend to buy anything for.. again." To be honest, I've never had a girlfriend on Christmas. I mean, I've had 'em, just never on Christmas. I guess it's fine but does that mean something? I know how I come off to people. And I know it's usually not ( Read more... )