Birthday was sweet. I love my friends.
Nick Pitty got my a rose :D
And Lauren and Erin got me the goofiest balloons I've ever seen. But I loved them.
And Andrew Reynolds [Shawn] made me a Michelle Kwan card [you wouldn't understand]
And Jessica made my baby cookies and a baby card :] baha [you wouldn't understand that either]
AND I got a new cell

I straightned my hair for like -- the first time in forever, today.

( Straight hair )

I have post period cramping.

I ache in places.
Thanks to Chris, I've been listening to Psychobilly for the past 2 weeks.
But it's okay, I like it.
Nap. Bye.

( Boredom brings these )

I feel uncomfortable attending school at Sickles. Part of me just wants to finish school online, I hate public school. I should have quit when I could have. I hate almost everyone there and most of them hate me too. It's awesome.
Tomorrow = Birthday partyyyyy/best friend/Rachael Li/hopefully CHRIS
Tuesday = Birthday/Math test
June 7th = License

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Lately. I have been chronically depressed -- almost all the time.
Nine out of ten of the times it will be because of them.
But lately, I wonder if it's really their fault, or it is just me over reacting.
But seriously -- I think it really is them.
And lately. I can just never stop crying. And never stop wondering why I am treated this way.

Today liked men.

( I was bored )

I feel so overwhelmed by things. School things -- that I have no desire what so ever to do. It doesn't even phase me when I have things due the next day that I haven't even started. I feel so stressed, like I have so many things piled onto my table. And it's not even that I can't do them. It's just that I DON'T want to.

It's stomach wrenching to think that you pretty much hate me right now. Seeing as you're on the top 3 most important people in my life. I wish you could really see that. I'd do anything for you. I'd sacrifice anything I owned for you. You mean more to me than I think you realize. I think it's safe to say that the majority of our most important life ( Read more... )