frustrated by myself

[paixau]

So I'm basically a huge fuck up and feeling really awful about it. What do I take pride in anyway? Obviously not school. I have yet to turn in any of my assignments on time this semester. I've already withdrawn from my forensics class (except I haven't officially withdrawn yet) I've already missed Italian twice. I can't get my head into it. Then

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[shuz]

i've noticed a pattern in you, not much unlike myself, where you often say things, you recognize change and are aware of what it takes to change something in your life...however, there seems to be that surface excitement and response that develops from it...and then is left at just that, a surface response. This is about nothing in particular...I guess all I can say is, stick with it, quite literally, stick it out....stick out bad grades, stick out getting yelled at, if you get fired, take responsibility for it and then just leave

[dance_away]

"...until our natural talents no longer "cover" our possible lacking work ethic."

such a good point-- i feel like this goes for so many of us (myself included)

[shuz]

haha, i've noticed this in many people that frequent our lives;

i wonder what would happen if I DID put effort into something in my life?

i'd probably be amazing at something. but, alas, I don't see it happening until another near death or near life experience happens to me.

[lessthanmost]

support group.

we are all doing the same thing.

[huge_manatee]

be strong. i know that once you collect your head, youll get shit together.
call me if you need to vent or need any help with anything.
love you.

[noirgirl6]

clearly we are one person. life conflicts and all.

<3