So... I thought about shooting people in the face today 548465465 times, mostly myself. I "cheated" on Sarah with Hayley. I got a 'secret' note from Brice. I wrote Sarah a note, and got one back. I didn't notice/remember anything. I got my labs in Bob's class done. I had an awkward exchange of words with Pfaff. I defied Redlin. I swore under my ( Read more... )

So I got a hair cut. I think it looks okay. I actually like it. It feels different, and I like that. My hair was boring to me, although people said they liked it. I think it was out of sympathy for it's boringness. har har. Or not. Anyway... I also got the Mae cd/shirt yesterday. I really like them a lot. Really. You should buy their stuff. I heard ( Read more... )

So I figured I'd go ahead and post this here for anyone who did not read it on myspace, or was already told about it by myself. I'm having my 16th birthday party soon. The date is not set yet, because we want to look at weather and what not. It's going to be a cookout, with hot-dogs, my mom's dip stuff she makes (which I love!) and some other ( Read more... )

So I have my phone line and internet back, finally. I'm estatic! And I thought you all should know. I guess that's really it for now...although I could say a hell of a lot more. I've jut gotten it back, and I don't want to be here all night, but tomorrow I'll be sure to vent, rant, an rave about all the shit that's been building up inside of me

So I'm updating from my grandparents' house.I really don't know what to say. I have so much to say, and so much has happened. Umm...saw Chelsea. Yeah, still there. pfft. Um. I've realised I'm a lot more of a failure that I thought I was by some people I've been around lately. I've been saying things in a joking manner, out loud, and then saying ( Read more... )

What are your thoughts/feelings on abortion ( Read more... )

It's Thanksgiving, although it hardly feels like it. I'm used to being with heather, Joe, and Randy on Thanksgiving. But, somehow I feel like it would have been different today anyway. I mean...Joe was bringing Emilee, Heather would have been with Michelle, I'm sure. We are all getting older. And...it just would not be the same. Somehow, I still ( Read more... )

Well I've finally gotten internet back, and the energy to update. I, however, do not have the same internet connection, and therefore have a new email address. I haven't gone through and changed it all yet, but I will soon. Anyway...shit goes on, as always. Shit with Jordan...and other things. *shrugs* It's all, basically, shit. My 16th birthday is ( Read more... )

I don't even know what's going on in my own life anymore. I've focused it all on Jordan... and he's focused on Ameila. We are "together", Jordan and I. But he continues to talk to her constantly. He's asked me not to talk to people [guys that like me] and expects it to happen... but what will happen if I honestly ask him not to talk to her anymore ( Read more... )

Stop the world! I want off!