todays quote:

pushed to our knees so let us pray and all together we'll bring the real rain- watch all thats wasted wash away- so let it come. our will be done.

mike:
plum blossoms fallen; gardenia just opening.

zac:
pushed beyond the thrawles of pain, passed the halls where darkness reign, there we push against the strain.

oh and YODA ROCKS!!

its a new day..
its a new month..
its a new chance..
as someone said earlier.. "thank the lord."

from today forward.. i am trying to live in the present.. not the past.. out with the old.. in with the new..

another note to self: shut up.

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saying im not trying to hurt you before you say something hateful does not soften the blow ( Read more... )

nothing.
pure bliss

i search your eyes in search of something
and always return the weaker

a medicated madness runs rampit through my thoughts. .
caffeinated and sugar coated i push on. .
who knows. .

im so tired i am actually drinking a coke. . *gasp* the humanity.

you know i can forget for a brief moment. . and then something else happens to bring me back down to earth. . or should i say back down to my own hell. . is that wrong. .

this is installment one on a veeeeeeery long story ( Read more... )

i dont understand these feelings i have. i am missing something. and i dont get it.

"its so stimulating being your head."

. . simply postponing the inevitable. . dragging our pain through the sand. . licking the salt from my wounds. . it only makes it worse. . but im addicted to the torment. . i am an addict ( Read more... )