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[paleexistence]

i think im paranoid. i felt like everyone was looking at me thinking I am crazy. all i hear is tweaker. maybe im just paranoid though.

i need confidence. any ideas?

well.. i hope i lose more weight. i feel like im at a stand still.

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sorry this is long!

[civilian_jobs]

most my confidence comes from the way i dress, because I'm uncomfortable with pretty much everything else about myself.

I don't ever wear anything I am unsure about, or anything that isnt comfortable for me.

I truly just have never cared what people think of my clothes, and that gives me the attitude to pull off all the bullshit i wear.

A few things you might try for confidence:

* a new hair cut. Try a style/length or color you've never tried before.

* pull your hair back for the day and do pretty makeup on your eyes

* papmer yourself. Maybe spent a night scrubbing and pampering your feet, you will feel just that much cleaner and prettier. The next night move to your legs, then hands/nails, and so on.

* I don't know if your skin is clear, but for me that is one of the biggest ways to lose or gain confidence. Go to the dermotologist and ask for Minocyclene. It's an antibiotic pill, works great.

* Take a walk around the block every morning before your shower. The exercize is always good, and it will get you into the