Life is soo .. I dunno how to explain ( Read more... )

I wish I could dissapear.. I want an accident to happen, I want to die. I dont want to see whats next of life, I dont want to at all. I am not being suicidle, in no way do I want to hurt or kill myself, I merely just want God to have some sort of mercy on me, and just take me already. I am soo tired, as in exhausted. Yea 2 week spring break, relax ( Read more... )

HEY. My family is moving to Albany in a month.... and I want to finish the year off at Lebanon, but the drive would take too much gas... My parents said if I can find some place to stay for the week nights till the end of the school year, then I can finish ( Read more... )

I am moving in a month to albany.

today it was raining, and didnt go to portland. sad ( Read more... )

I decided that I need to find myself a personality.

I dont have any hobbies.. really... its sad. online?? DUH!!!

sometimes I wish I could speak exactly what I felt... but I have a huge fear!

I dont like how what people do effects other people.. because that means what I choose to do, or dont do, effects other people...

hmm.

my day went by

I love it when people make you feel like shit soooooo much.... that it seems like their main goal is to make you kill yourself. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I love it when people talk about true friendship, and how they long for it, yet are too blind to see that if they are never a true ( Read more... )

i sat on the floor in the shower, and let the hot water just pour down on me... it kinda felt like warm rain. i liked it. i sat there till the water was cold.... and i really just wanted to not care anymore... about anything. I just want to let go, and be let go of. I want to go to another place, I want to feel numb, I want to feel nothing. I ( Read more... )

went to portland yesterday evening with mandy, Janet, and Jackie ( Read more... )

I WANT A ST PATRICKS DAY party ( Read more... )