seems like you're not settling into dorm and school life all that well. i wish i had words that would be comforting, but i do not. i suck at that sort of thing.
i never did the dorm thing nor really the fulltime student thing either. it just never felt right.
i kick myself for not going when i got into a sweet school when i was 18. the problem? i'd have to move 10 hours away and i couldn't handle the remote idea of going that far away at that age. sad, but true.
so i truly do hope things work out for you and that life gets better as well. don't be like me and not stick it through. especially without giving it some serious thought.
the culture here is aggravating to look at and it makes me feel really hopeless with finding someone to talk to. i've only been here for about a month but i already can't take the stress from being here/family/people much longer.
i wish i could talk to my dad for 5 minutes without him being a bitch so he could understand wtf is actually happening to me here. last time i was home he was more concern about my computer being stolen.
i've been sitting here for the past month as well just trying to get my computers to work the way i want them too so i can actually feel like doing my work.
a lot of stupid shit is happening too and i feel a little better today since my fever is finally away. shit sucks though.
have you tried talking to the school councilors? they are there for a reason and would probably have some good ideas they could share with you. take a look at the resources that are there and who knows what you might find that will help you out.
i hope you're feeling better now (re: fever) since i suck at responding to replies ASAP. -_- it's a bad habit. maybe a clearer mind after an illness can also help get yourself together.
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i never did the dorm thing nor really the fulltime student thing either. it just never felt right.
i kick myself for not going when i got into a sweet school when i was 18. the problem? i'd have to move 10 hours away and i couldn't handle the remote idea of going that far away at that age. sad, but true.
so i truly do hope things work out for you and that life gets better as well. don't be like me and not stick it through. especially without giving it some serious thought.
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i wish i could talk to my dad for 5 minutes without him being a bitch so he could understand wtf is actually happening to me here. last time i was home he was more concern about my computer being stolen.
i've been sitting here for the past month as well just trying to get my computers to work the way i want them too so i can actually feel like doing my work.
a lot of stupid shit is happening too and i feel a little better today since my fever is finally away. shit sucks though.
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i hope you're feeling better now (re: fever) since i suck at responding to replies ASAP. -_- it's a bad habit. maybe a clearer mind after an illness can also help get yourself together.
*comfort*
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