i turned up at mithun's gig alone, everyone else having something better to do than listen to the lord abortion's unholy erotic alchemy, did a ten-minute botched-up job of his make-up and steeled myself for a really boring time. i missed the first band but mithun's set was pretty excellent. i wasn't listening too much to the music because i was too ( Read more... )

the kapitan is back from the johor quadrant! utterly fucking BORING, as only palm resort can fuckin be, and to top it off, i caught some kind of disease. perilous journey ( Read more... )

what is the word
what is the colour
what is the sound
what is the texture
what is the taste

definitely not that stuff inside what they called a sausage roll.

i love my love with an O for his name is Omega and he is Odd.

i'm such a crybaby.

mr spock is going to be my role model now.

i love the name erik. it sounds like the first gymnopedie. so quiet and beautiful. maybe i should name my camera erik. i just got a temp job. office hours, five days only. probably boring as all fuck but still, excellent. then i know the next pack of tobacco won't have to be begged, borrowed or stolen and i'm only bound for five days. but i need ( Read more... )

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listening to the ninth towering above me, walled in on all sides by sound sound sound so glorius and absolutely perfect. this is music. this. is. music. MUSIC. oh my god. curled up at the control station, almost crying, walking home, breathless, waiting for the sky to open and take me now now now now now. i could die to this. i must die to this. ( Read more... )

AN ERROR IS JUST OUR INABILITY TO ADJUST FROM A PRECONCEPTION TO AN ACTUALITY

- john cage.

goddammit. i feel so fucking angry at myself.

the way jim morrison sings and screams and curls around his mic stand is so fucking sensual. so... animalistic.

tell you bout the world that we'll invent
wanton world without lament
enterprise, expedition
invitation and inventionif i were the person i'd like to be, i'd be completely alone. invunerable. powerful. lonely. some kind of nondescript ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 50% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 50% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 64% Trust ||||||| ( Read more... )