My fucking day has been miserable ( Read more... )

I've been here almost seven months. The Person who has made it most bareable for me, is leaving in less that two months. For a year.
And I'm praying that i get this surgery. I need it.
I'm tired now.
and i think
that i will go
back to sleep
next to him.
Maybe just to watch him sleep.
coffee is made.

I love you.

I am trying to use the computer in the community room. Where a group of college age guys are watching football. And yelling. And screaming. And refering to women as "bitches". So I glare. They look at me. Realize that perhaps, the thing in the USMC shirt and running pants, is infact female. Heads are hung, eyes do not meet. I rate a puny "sorry, ( Read more... )

I work in the pharmacy at the hospital, where I see many active duty people in uniform. I thought nothing of the army Master Srgt. who was at my window...until he handed me his retiree ID...old man pulled one over on me. Hes no longer active duty. Hes no longer in the military. but he is still trying to get treated like active duty. On one hand, ( Read more... )

Gidney, short possible for Gideon...I don't know. Thats my car's name. Shes a green 2002 civic. Mine. I have car...I need a license. BLAAAST.

and I need. lots of people. to hold, and hug and stuff like that.

miss you guys, love you.

Sarra

"If you're going to treat me like shit. Have the good fucking grace to fucking ask me if I'd rather go back to the fucking god damned military base before you bring some fucking skank over to try to make me jealous you stupid son of a bitch."

god.

that felt.

good.

Ok, she's not a satellite, shes a kitten, with overly huuuuge ears for her head, so I named her Sputnik. And she woke me up this morning by tanking onto the pull out couch bed im sleeping on and stuck her nose in my ear and made hemi noises. Shes a kitten. Right now she's getting into everything. She's not very bright, but she just brought be a ( Read more... )

So our story leads us to our heroine...who has spent most of yesterday and today on a futon in a pair of Marine Corps green sweats and a red and black comforter. Her tonsils...swollen. Ick they say! ick! with a low fever and even lower energy ( Read more... )

From my friend's profile ( Read more... )

I'm starting my medical board paper work this week. I'm probably on duty this weekend. I feel incredibly guilty for stupid things sometimes ( Read more... )