Comments | paleololita17: Psych. Ugh.

paleololita17

Psych. Ugh.

Sep 16, 2012 21:44

Tomorrow, I have to go see my psychiatrist. UGH.
It will be painful. And annoying. Because he just sees me as a kid.
He was honestly surprised that I was 19, three months ago, when I saw him last. He didn't say he was surprised, but the look on his face said it all: That he was shocked that I even was still alive.

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Um, tell me to rack off if I'm out of line here... drenshawtennant September 17 2012, 05:35:47 UTC

You added me a while back. I've only just reciprocated, as I'm shy and slow and frequently unwell and behind. I don't know if you know much about me, but I know a little bit about where you're coming from here. Do you think you could talk to someone who knows what some of this feels like? Someone who understands just stopping your only coping mechanisms and putting a lid on our symptoms isn't going to work?
Talk to me if you like. I'm getting some of my stuff figured out, even as some of it landslides. And life seems that way. But on balance, I'm making progress. Connecting with people. Good people. And that's really turning things around for me.
Take care, and I wish you well, Dale.

Re: Um, tell me to rack off if I'm out of line here... paleololita17 September 17 2012, 06:52:37 UTC

I am shy as well. (Hence why I don't really post anywhere else but in my own personal journal.) I had been reading some of your stuff before I added you. I want someone to talk to, but it's hard to find others to connect and relate with, especially in my community where I live.
That would be lovely ^^ I will take you up on that offer, if you do not mind. And you can talk to me, as well.

Thank you^^, Ellie

Lovely! Fantastic! drenshawtennant September 17 2012, 07:04:11 UTC

I'm so pleased. Please do, you're most welcome. And thank you, likewise. Gosh, and to think I was too silly to come and say 'ello to you before now, I'm such a fool. But... you've probably already seen that, eh?
Lovely to meet you, Ellie.
You've made my day all over again.
Cheers very much, and please try and forgive some of my silliness.
All my best, Dale.

Re: Lovely! Fantastic! paleololita17 September 17 2012, 07:09:07 UTC

Aw! You really should never apologise for being silly. Not around me, honestly. I can be quite silly myself, most of the time.
It's very lovely to meet you too, Dale.
^^