let there be a wailing and a gnashing. i was doing so well. i can still fight it. someone from long ago, the boy who used to come into the cafe and who i spied sliding down the rails drunk at union square is back. i am falling and i have to put this one here or start a new one or just not fucking write it: but if i write it here no one will read it
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i wish i had your command for the english language
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CARLO! CARLO!
jan05-may05 is a classic foresaken stretch of anguish reflecting an abortion of a life. OH! How tragic the World!
i think it's funny.
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re: livejournal; the paletree voice was getting unhealthy for me so i stopped. i keep a blog on myspace that is a psuedo-paletree. mostly smut, and without the lovesickness and longing.
you and i, we are still last.fm friends. i check up on you once in a while to make sure you haven't killed yourself. it would be a great disappointment for me if you did. i feel like you have the seed of something greater within you, and would hate to be robbed of witnessing your future.
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i was worried that you had done something crazy, too; that or you had stopped writing (which you ought never to do). you're a really tallented writer, one of the few reasons why i kept this livejournal junk. yeah, i stopped writing, too. very unhealthy. i couldn't keep up with my own parania.
what's your myspace?? i mean, i don't actually have one, but i do have a blank account.
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you also.
there's a link on my last.fm, or send me your email or something and i'll send it over.
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