Der Blaue Engel

Jan 11, 2007 02:34


let there be a wailing and a gnashing. i was doing so well. i can still fight it. someone from long ago, the boy who used to come into the cafe and who i spied sliding down the rails drunk at union square is back. i am falling and i have to put this one here or start a new one or just not fucking write it: but if i write it here no one will read it ( Read more... )

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link5062 January 17 2007, 10:12:09 UTC
found your journal through a mutual friend and haven't been able to stop reading it for the past hour.

i wish i had your command for the english language

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flattered paletree January 18 2007, 18:56:15 UTC
i think this post might be fun for you. it's the day i lost my ass virginity, and it's also the begining of Carlo.

CARLO! CARLO!

jan05-may05 is a classic foresaken stretch of anguish reflecting an abortion of a life. OH! How tragic the World!

i think it's funny.
\/\/

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Re: flattered link5062 January 24 2007, 06:30:12 UTC
heh

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Re: let me reference myself link5062 January 24 2007, 06:30:33 UTC
oh and hott voice

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let me reference myself paletree January 18 2007, 18:17:51 UTC
Re: let me reference myself link5062 January 24 2007, 06:30:39 UTC
i see

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a_tilted_bottle February 21 2007, 12:00:23 UTC
what ever happened to you??

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paletree February 24 2007, 18:56:42 UTC
that's what i was wondering this morning.

re: livejournal; the paletree voice was getting unhealthy for me so i stopped. i keep a blog on myspace that is a psuedo-paletree. mostly smut, and without the lovesickness and longing.

you and i, we are still last.fm friends. i check up on you once in a while to make sure you haven't killed yourself. it would be a great disappointment for me if you did. i feel like you have the seed of something greater within you, and would hate to be robbed of witnessing your future.

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a_tilted_bottle February 25 2007, 04:47:24 UTC
oof. that last.fm-- it fails me. or maybe it's just my computer that fails. my windows media doesn't quite work anymore and i refuse to use fascist itunes so last.fm hasn't actually updated in a few months now.

i was worried that you had done something crazy, too; that or you had stopped writing (which you ought never to do). you're a really tallented writer, one of the few reasons why i kept this livejournal junk. yeah, i stopped writing, too. very unhealthy. i couldn't keep up with my own parania.

what's your myspace?? i mean, i don't actually have one, but i do have a blank account.

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paletree February 25 2007, 23:32:02 UTC
thanks.
you also.

there's a link on my last.fm, or send me your email or something and i'll send it over.

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