what up ya'll! hey, i don't really know why, but i'm feelin' kinda weird today. Emotionally i'm friggin' at the end of my rope, but i can't put my finger on what is making me like this... I might know why, but i'm scared as hell if i'm right about what it is. I wanna write a poem, but i'm too hurt to write. i dunno, i'll try anyway, maybe i'll ( Read more... )

nothing could have been more unpredictable ( Read more... )

i'm really proud of myself people! YEAH doggy! i'm not sure why, but for some reason i've just been really humble lately. i've relied more on God and he's definitely been pullin' like CRAZY. He's starting to make me into the person i used to dream of being. It's all love once again. Love ya'll. Love each otha, later!!

Yeah, it may've been a dick move ( Read more... )

i just got a new gf, it just HAPPENS to be my ex's best friend... or EX-best friend. oh well, anyway, Missy is her name. and she is PERFECT she is super chill (and by super chill i mean she isn't a complete psycho, she has YET to be anywhere close to angry) and she is top 5 for most beautiful girls i've seen. if you wanna know more, HOLLA!!

i dumped my gf, and now i'm going out w/ her friend... i can safely say that i've never felt like such shit in my life.

shit's messed up. forget my last entry. i give up

...WHAT THE FLYING FUCK... How the shit did it get deleted? I didn't fuckin' touch that shit... FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK... SOOOOOO gayyy!! 'guess i'll just have to find all my poems in my journals and computers again. Fuck geocities! VIVA NERDY REVOLUTION!!

okay, i had 4 parties this weekend, and i didn't get rolled at a single one. However I didn't get faded either, so it's good for Christian-Matt. Good things, good things. I rule by the way. I have a new girl, she's way chill and she doesn't rage on me for absolutely not reason. She's someone i can just hang out with, and that's what i think is ( Read more... )

here it is my friends. i had 2 parties at my house this weekend, one of which fuckin ruled, then second left us with some ass-raping pookat yoinkin' our Popov. He needs to be send to jail and then drop the soap. I'm pissed and tired, it's too fuckin' early for this shit. G'NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah, I took the SATs by the way. While i was ( Read more... )