[Fanfic] Insomnia; Chapter 4
Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 04/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Yay! I'm back with another update! But to be honest, I wasn't really satisfied with how I wrote this chapter. It could've been better, and I would've rewrote it, but I'm too lazy. LOL! xD But either way, I'm on a roll with this fic! Enjoy this chappie. (And my crappy writing in this one.)
Ryeowook stared around the white room. He wasn’t sure where he was, but from all the things in the room, he was positive he was in a hospital. He frowned at the thought of not remembering what had happened to him. And that boy who had hugged him, who was he?
“I’m glad to see you awake, Ryeowook.”
Ryeowook turned his attention to the voice. There was the doctor walking towards him, a clipboard held by one of his arms. Once he reached Ryeowook, he observed the boy’s reactions and took some notes. He placed the clipboard on the nightstand and took out a flashlight.
“Alright, let me check your eyes.” The doctor said, his fingers separating Ryeowook’s eye lids a bit further. He shined the light into Ryeowook’s eyes. “Hmm, nothing unusual there.” He said.
He put the flashlight back into his pocket, and jotted more notes. He called in a nurse to take his place in taking notes of Ryeowook.
“Excuse me sir, but… what happened to me?” Ryeowook asked, his eyes filled with uncertainty.
~@~
Kyuhyun found Yesung in the restroom in one of the stalls.
“Yah, what’s taking you so long, hyung? Taking a dump?” Kyuhyun laughed at his last sentence.
Yesung groaned. “I was! Now, could you please hand me some toilet paper? I’ve been stuck in here because there is no toilet paper in this stall!” He exclaimed.
Kyuhyun let out a loud laugh. He walked into the next stall and grabbed some toilet paper for his hyung. He passed it under to Yesung. Within the next few seconds, he heard the toilet flush, and Yesung stepped out of the stall.
“Hurry!” Kyuhyun whined.
“Ah, why are you in such a hurry?” Yesung complained, still taking his time.
“Hyung! Ryeowook’s awake!” the magnae cried out loud. “Now would you please hurry it up?”
Yesung’s eyes widened, and he quickly washed his hands before dashing off behind Kyuhyun.
~@~
The doctor stared at Ryeowook for awhile. “You don’t remember what happened to you?” the doctor asked. He noticed how the boy shook his head frantically. “…It’s nothing much, Ryeowook. You had-”
“Ryeowook!” Kyuhyun’s voice filled the room.
He ran over to the boy and embraced him again. Ryeowook’s eyes widened at this. He then noticed another man standing not far behind the man hugging him. Who were they? He didn’t know them. How did they even know him?
“I’m so glad you’re okay now…” Kyuhyun murmured.
Ryeowook’s eyebrows furrowed. Kyuhyun didn’t receive anything from Ryeowook and began to worry. He pulled away and looked at him. His boyfriend’s eyes showed shock and looked completely lost. Kyuhyun frowned.
“What’s wrong, Ryeowook? Aren’t you happy to see me?” Kyuhyun asked, feeling broken inside when he didn’t receive any response from his boyfriend.
Ryeowook tipped his head to the side, trying to remember if he really knew the guy. But when nothing came to him, he shook his head slightly.
“No… Who are you guys? I don’t even know you.” Ryeowook said, pulling Kyuhyun’s hands away from him.
Kyuhyun shook his head in disbelief. “No, no, no, no, Wookie it’s me! Kyuhyun!” He cried frantically.
“Ryeowook… it’s us…” Yesung said quietly. “Don’t you remember?”
Kyuhyun tried reaching out to Ryeowook again, but Ryeowook flinched away from his touch. He didn’t know this man, or the one standing behind him. He shook his head again. His eyes stung with tears. They were strangers to him. He was scared. Was he really supposed to know them? Were they important people? He wasn’t sure, but he wanted them to go away. How could they say he knows them?
“No…no! Go away! I don’t know any of you guys! Don’t touch me! Get out! Doctor please make them leave!” Ryeowook cried, tears falling violently down his face.
Kyuhyun wasn’t crying yet, but his eyes were wide and his face showed astonishment. He couldn’t believe this. Ryeowook didn’t remember him. Ryeowook doesn’t remember him or Yesung. It was just impossible. But before he can say anymore, the doctor begged them to step out for awhile till Ryeowook had calmed down.
~@~
“Kyuhyun! Yesung!” Kangin called out to them from down the hall.
The two men looked up to see the rest of the band members running towards them.
“Hyung!” Kyuhyun cried.
He ran over to Kangin, embracing him by surprise. Eeteuk was confused as to what Kyuhyun did. Kangin hugged the magnae. Kyuhyun was crying and letting out endless sobs. The members stared in confusion. They didn’t know why the magnae was crying.
Eeteuk patted the young one’s back soothingly. “Kyuhyun-ah what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He asked softly.
Kyuhyun just shook his head, and pushed himself further into Kangin.
“Kyuhyun, please tell us what’s wrong!” Donghae begged. “Yesung hyung!” He looked over to his hyung.
Yesung looked at Donghae with sad eyes. “…Ryeowoook. He doesn’t remember us.” He said painfully.
Heechul shook his head frantically in refusal of Yesung’s words. He couldn’t stop his tears from flowing at the news. He dropped down on to the ground.
“No... No. How is that possible? Tell us you’re kidding!” He screamed.
Hankyung and Siwon dropped down next to him, trying to soothe him. Heechul just pushed them away from him, not wanting to be comforted. He was angry, yet broken. Their eternal magnae doesn’t remember anyone? It’s almost impossible to believe. But it’s the truth.
Kyuhyun choked back a sob. “Why did this have to happen?” He questioned.
~@~
“Ryeowook, are you sure you don’t know them?” Dr. Han raised a brow. Ryeowook nodded his head, still crying from fear. “Do you recognize the name ‘Super Junior’?” Ryeowook shook his head ‘no’. “You don’t remember falling off the stage during a blackout on one of your rehearsals?”
“W-What rehearsal? A stage? I don’t know what you’re talking about!” Ryeowook sobbed hysterically.
Dr. Han sighed in deep disappointment. What was he suppose to do? One of his patients lost his memory. He had expected this, but he had also hoped for the best. Now this had happened and he feels sorry for the band.
“Alright. Well, you have guests here to see you. Try your best to stay calm okay?” Dr. Han informed the young boy. Ryeowook nodded, but he wasn’t sure if he could if they were unknown people.
~@~
Dr. Han told the boys they could come in. Ryeowook watched as a bunch of men around his age came into the room. His heartbeat increased from the fear that was growing inside of him. Again the question resurfaced. Who are these people?
Eeteuk was the fist to take a chance. He walked over to Ryeowook, being careful not to frighten the member. Ryeowook flinched a bit when Eeteuk touched his hand, but relaxed after awhile.
“Ryeowook-ah, it’s me, Eeteuk hyung. I’m the hyung that cared for you like a mother, while with us. Don’t you remember?” He said with sadness in his voice. He managed to flash a smile with his trembling lips.
Ryeowook shook his head. “I’m… I’m sorry, but I don’t- I can’t remember who you are…” He answered honestly. He felt his heart break when he noticed the man began looking even sadder. He turned his attention back to Dr. Han. “Am I supposed to know them, doctor?”
Dr. Han nodded. “Yes, Ryeowook. They were like family to you.” He said.
Ryeowook’s lips were in a tight line. He turned back to look at all the other men within the room. They all looked so sad and weak. He wondered if he really meant a lot to them.
~@~
The members had left Ryeowook’s room to go have a talk with his doctor. They were crowded up in Dr. Han’s office.
“How could this have happened? Did you know about it?” Siwon questioned.
“Yes, I did. And I hoped for it not to happen. The injury to his head was very severe, so it must have affected part of his brain, causing him to forget some of his memories. It seems like he had lost all of his memories being in Super Junior. I had asked him if he even recognized the name, but he protested and said no.” Dr. Han said a bit frustrated with the situation.
“Will he ever remember?” Kyuhyun said, with hopefully eyes.
Dr. Han looked at Kyuhyun, uncertain. “I’m not sure, but there is a chance where he could. If you all can make him try to do some things he’s done before his memory loss, there’s chances he can begin to remember.”
~@~
The members had taken Kyuhyun home to rest. He had, had a wild day and really needed to regain his energy and get his thoughts straight. Yesung and Kibum insist that they stay and watch over Ryeowook for the night.
Yesung was alone with Ryeowook at the time. Kibum had gone out to buy some coffee. It was awkward between the two. Yesung wasn’t sure what to say or think. Ryeowook forgot all his memories with them. That meant he didn’t remember being in love with Kyuhyun. But that also meant he didn’t remember being close friends with him. He frowned. There were really good sides to him losing his memory, but then there were bad ones too. But he pushed out all of the bad ones out.
Ryeowook avoided eye contact from the older male as much as possible. It was uncomfortable being by someone you hardly even remembered. He just stared down at his hands, pretending to fondle with his finger nails.
“Ryeowook…” Yesung called softly. Ryeowook looked up at him. “You really… don’t remember?” He gulped. Ryeowook shook his head, but panicked when Yesung had tears in his eyes. Did he do something wrong? “How can you do that?”
Ryeowook looked at him, unsure of where this was headed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He said honestly.
“How can you just forget everyone? Especially me! How could you have possibly forgotten me? Your very own boyfriend!” Yesung exclaimed, tears falling down his cheek
Ryeowook’s mouth was slightly open in astonishment. He wasn’t sure if what he had heard was correct. This Yesung was his boyfriend? Seriously? He didn’t want to believe it but the desperate look the older male was giving him made him feel it was probably truthful. He frowned when he felt guilt fill him in the inside.
“B-Boyfriend?” Ryeowook stuttered confusedly.
Yesung nodded. “Mm. We were so in love, and I don’t want you to forget us, Ryeowook. It’s just… You have to remember, Ryeowook. You have to remember the memories we had together…” Yesung couldn’t stop himself anymore. He already had gone too far. He began sobbing. “Ryeowook, please! Please don’t do this to us! I love you, and you loved me! You can’t just-”
Ryeowook sudden pulled Yesung into a tight embrace. “I’m sorry, Yesung. I’m so sorry for not remembering you or anybody else besides my family and friends. I’m sorry if I forgotten how much I loved you…” He whispered. “So help me… help me remember…”
Suddenly there was a loud clatter.
~@~
Kibum stopped in his tracks when he heard Yesung talking. He was right in front of the door, and before he knows it, Ryeowook had embraced him in his arms. That brought him back into reality, making him drop the two cups of coffee he held in his hands. Yesung and Ryeowook jerked away from each other, and saw Kibum standing at the door.
“Kibum…” Yesung muttered. Before he could say more, Kibum ran off. “Shit.” Yesung quickly ran after Kibum.
wow! so here's all the drama~ comments<3 i'll try to update soon you guys~ hehe. another cliffhanger~ and like i said, i really did not like how this chapter turned out. T___________T
Chapter: 04/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Yay! I'm back with another update! But to be honest, I wasn't really satisfied with how I wrote this chapter. It could've been better, and I would've rewrote it, but I'm too lazy. LOL! xD But either way, I'm on a roll with this fic! Enjoy this chappie. (And my crappy writing in this one.)
Ryeowook stared around the white room. He wasn’t sure where he was, but from all the things in the room, he was positive he was in a hospital. He frowned at the thought of not remembering what had happened to him. And that boy who had hugged him, who was he?
“I’m glad to see you awake, Ryeowook.”
Ryeowook turned his attention to the voice. There was the doctor walking towards him, a clipboard held by one of his arms. Once he reached Ryeowook, he observed the boy’s reactions and took some notes. He placed the clipboard on the nightstand and took out a flashlight.
“Alright, let me check your eyes.” The doctor said, his fingers separating Ryeowook’s eye lids a bit further. He shined the light into Ryeowook’s eyes. “Hmm, nothing unusual there.” He said.
He put the flashlight back into his pocket, and jotted more notes. He called in a nurse to take his place in taking notes of Ryeowook.
“Excuse me sir, but… what happened to me?” Ryeowook asked, his eyes filled with uncertainty.
~@~
Kyuhyun found Yesung in the restroom in one of the stalls.
“Yah, what’s taking you so long, hyung? Taking a dump?” Kyuhyun laughed at his last sentence.
Yesung groaned. “I was! Now, could you please hand me some toilet paper? I’ve been stuck in here because there is no toilet paper in this stall!” He exclaimed.
Kyuhyun let out a loud laugh. He walked into the next stall and grabbed some toilet paper for his hyung. He passed it under to Yesung. Within the next few seconds, he heard the toilet flush, and Yesung stepped out of the stall.
“Hurry!” Kyuhyun whined.
“Ah, why are you in such a hurry?” Yesung complained, still taking his time.
“Hyung! Ryeowook’s awake!” the magnae cried out loud. “Now would you please hurry it up?”
Yesung’s eyes widened, and he quickly washed his hands before dashing off behind Kyuhyun.
~@~
The doctor stared at Ryeowook for awhile. “You don’t remember what happened to you?” the doctor asked. He noticed how the boy shook his head frantically. “…It’s nothing much, Ryeowook. You had-”
“Ryeowook!” Kyuhyun’s voice filled the room.
He ran over to the boy and embraced him again. Ryeowook’s eyes widened at this. He then noticed another man standing not far behind the man hugging him. Who were they? He didn’t know them. How did they even know him?
“I’m so glad you’re okay now…” Kyuhyun murmured.
Ryeowook’s eyebrows furrowed. Kyuhyun didn’t receive anything from Ryeowook and began to worry. He pulled away and looked at him. His boyfriend’s eyes showed shock and looked completely lost. Kyuhyun frowned.
“What’s wrong, Ryeowook? Aren’t you happy to see me?” Kyuhyun asked, feeling broken inside when he didn’t receive any response from his boyfriend.
Ryeowook tipped his head to the side, trying to remember if he really knew the guy. But when nothing came to him, he shook his head slightly.
“No… Who are you guys? I don’t even know you.” Ryeowook said, pulling Kyuhyun’s hands away from him.
Kyuhyun shook his head in disbelief. “No, no, no, no, Wookie it’s me! Kyuhyun!” He cried frantically.
“Ryeowook… it’s us…” Yesung said quietly. “Don’t you remember?”
Kyuhyun tried reaching out to Ryeowook again, but Ryeowook flinched away from his touch. He didn’t know this man, or the one standing behind him. He shook his head again. His eyes stung with tears. They were strangers to him. He was scared. Was he really supposed to know them? Were they important people? He wasn’t sure, but he wanted them to go away. How could they say he knows them?
“No…no! Go away! I don’t know any of you guys! Don’t touch me! Get out! Doctor please make them leave!” Ryeowook cried, tears falling violently down his face.
Kyuhyun wasn’t crying yet, but his eyes were wide and his face showed astonishment. He couldn’t believe this. Ryeowook didn’t remember him. Ryeowook doesn’t remember him or Yesung. It was just impossible. But before he can say anymore, the doctor begged them to step out for awhile till Ryeowook had calmed down.
~@~
“Kyuhyun! Yesung!” Kangin called out to them from down the hall.
The two men looked up to see the rest of the band members running towards them.
“Hyung!” Kyuhyun cried.
He ran over to Kangin, embracing him by surprise. Eeteuk was confused as to what Kyuhyun did. Kangin hugged the magnae. Kyuhyun was crying and letting out endless sobs. The members stared in confusion. They didn’t know why the magnae was crying.
Eeteuk patted the young one’s back soothingly. “Kyuhyun-ah what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He asked softly.
Kyuhyun just shook his head, and pushed himself further into Kangin.
“Kyuhyun, please tell us what’s wrong!” Donghae begged. “Yesung hyung!” He looked over to his hyung.
Yesung looked at Donghae with sad eyes. “…Ryeowoook. He doesn’t remember us.” He said painfully.
Heechul shook his head frantically in refusal of Yesung’s words. He couldn’t stop his tears from flowing at the news. He dropped down on to the ground.
“No... No. How is that possible? Tell us you’re kidding!” He screamed.
Hankyung and Siwon dropped down next to him, trying to soothe him. Heechul just pushed them away from him, not wanting to be comforted. He was angry, yet broken. Their eternal magnae doesn’t remember anyone? It’s almost impossible to believe. But it’s the truth.
Kyuhyun choked back a sob. “Why did this have to happen?” He questioned.
~@~
“Ryeowook, are you sure you don’t know them?” Dr. Han raised a brow. Ryeowook nodded his head, still crying from fear. “Do you recognize the name ‘Super Junior’?” Ryeowook shook his head ‘no’. “You don’t remember falling off the stage during a blackout on one of your rehearsals?”
“W-What rehearsal? A stage? I don’t know what you’re talking about!” Ryeowook sobbed hysterically.
Dr. Han sighed in deep disappointment. What was he suppose to do? One of his patients lost his memory. He had expected this, but he had also hoped for the best. Now this had happened and he feels sorry for the band.
“Alright. Well, you have guests here to see you. Try your best to stay calm okay?” Dr. Han informed the young boy. Ryeowook nodded, but he wasn’t sure if he could if they were unknown people.
~@~
Dr. Han told the boys they could come in. Ryeowook watched as a bunch of men around his age came into the room. His heartbeat increased from the fear that was growing inside of him. Again the question resurfaced. Who are these people?
Eeteuk was the fist to take a chance. He walked over to Ryeowook, being careful not to frighten the member. Ryeowook flinched a bit when Eeteuk touched his hand, but relaxed after awhile.
“Ryeowook-ah, it’s me, Eeteuk hyung. I’m the hyung that cared for you like a mother, while with us. Don’t you remember?” He said with sadness in his voice. He managed to flash a smile with his trembling lips.
Ryeowook shook his head. “I’m… I’m sorry, but I don’t- I can’t remember who you are…” He answered honestly. He felt his heart break when he noticed the man began looking even sadder. He turned his attention back to Dr. Han. “Am I supposed to know them, doctor?”
Dr. Han nodded. “Yes, Ryeowook. They were like family to you.” He said.
Ryeowook’s lips were in a tight line. He turned back to look at all the other men within the room. They all looked so sad and weak. He wondered if he really meant a lot to them.
~@~
The members had left Ryeowook’s room to go have a talk with his doctor. They were crowded up in Dr. Han’s office.
“How could this have happened? Did you know about it?” Siwon questioned.
“Yes, I did. And I hoped for it not to happen. The injury to his head was very severe, so it must have affected part of his brain, causing him to forget some of his memories. It seems like he had lost all of his memories being in Super Junior. I had asked him if he even recognized the name, but he protested and said no.” Dr. Han said a bit frustrated with the situation.
“Will he ever remember?” Kyuhyun said, with hopefully eyes.
Dr. Han looked at Kyuhyun, uncertain. “I’m not sure, but there is a chance where he could. If you all can make him try to do some things he’s done before his memory loss, there’s chances he can begin to remember.”
~@~
The members had taken Kyuhyun home to rest. He had, had a wild day and really needed to regain his energy and get his thoughts straight. Yesung and Kibum insist that they stay and watch over Ryeowook for the night.
Yesung was alone with Ryeowook at the time. Kibum had gone out to buy some coffee. It was awkward between the two. Yesung wasn’t sure what to say or think. Ryeowook forgot all his memories with them. That meant he didn’t remember being in love with Kyuhyun. But that also meant he didn’t remember being close friends with him. He frowned. There were really good sides to him losing his memory, but then there were bad ones too. But he pushed out all of the bad ones out.
Ryeowook avoided eye contact from the older male as much as possible. It was uncomfortable being by someone you hardly even remembered. He just stared down at his hands, pretending to fondle with his finger nails.
“Ryeowook…” Yesung called softly. Ryeowook looked up at him. “You really… don’t remember?” He gulped. Ryeowook shook his head, but panicked when Yesung had tears in his eyes. Did he do something wrong? “How can you do that?”
Ryeowook looked at him, unsure of where this was headed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He said honestly.
“How can you just forget everyone? Especially me! How could you have possibly forgotten me? Your very own boyfriend!” Yesung exclaimed, tears falling down his cheek
Ryeowook’s mouth was slightly open in astonishment. He wasn’t sure if what he had heard was correct. This Yesung was his boyfriend? Seriously? He didn’t want to believe it but the desperate look the older male was giving him made him feel it was probably truthful. He frowned when he felt guilt fill him in the inside.
“B-Boyfriend?” Ryeowook stuttered confusedly.
Yesung nodded. “Mm. We were so in love, and I don’t want you to forget us, Ryeowook. It’s just… You have to remember, Ryeowook. You have to remember the memories we had together…” Yesung couldn’t stop himself anymore. He already had gone too far. He began sobbing. “Ryeowook, please! Please don’t do this to us! I love you, and you loved me! You can’t just-”
Ryeowook sudden pulled Yesung into a tight embrace. “I’m sorry, Yesung. I’m so sorry for not remembering you or anybody else besides my family and friends. I’m sorry if I forgotten how much I loved you…” He whispered. “So help me… help me remember…”
Suddenly there was a loud clatter.
~@~
Kibum stopped in his tracks when he heard Yesung talking. He was right in front of the door, and before he knows it, Ryeowook had embraced him in his arms. That brought him back into reality, making him drop the two cups of coffee he held in his hands. Yesung and Ryeowook jerked away from each other, and saw Kibum standing at the door.
“Kibum…” Yesung muttered. Before he could say more, Kibum ran off. “Shit.” Yesung quickly ran after Kibum.
wow! so here's all the drama~ comments<3 i'll try to update soon you guys~ hehe. another cliffhanger~ and like i said, i really did not like how this chapter turned out. T___________T