determination out the ass, niggas

[panda_dance_4]

salty tears and drops of blood run down my face...no i didnt cut my face...i cried so much my nose bled...i dont know if i can handle this...emoemoemo...i want to be with you more than anything in the universe...i want to hold you more than anyone could ever experience in their life...it hurts to think that i wont even hear your voice for a time

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[lemur_bandit]

I called you earlier this morning to tell you something. After our talk last night...i've come to a decision that i knew i would end up making. I can't go on like this anymore, me getting about two hours of sleep every night, radomly crying, trying to explain to myself that this was for my own good. I've finally realized...i'm just a selfish bitch. If i cared about us...i would care about your feelings and your needs as well as mine. I didnt want to compromise before, but now i'm willing to. Chris, my one and true love, i want nothing more to be in your arms and tell you how much i love you and miss you. You may have fucked up...alot...but i still trust you. I've just been trying to avoid hurting myself or you hurting me, but i'm willing to take the risk. I'd rather be with you and happy than away from you and miserable and sad. I'm sorry that i'm so frustrating to deal with, it's just hard for me to make up my mind. I guess i should have waited until i've come to a decission instead of getting mad then making up my mind. I was