I feel like everything is reaching a cresendo of nothingness. I don't know what's going on next. I'm not sure if it's the stress of travel and the always on the go lifestyle I'm living, or a case of senioritis but something's not right. I getting upset almost everyone second but I don't allow myself to express it so it comes out in bursts during ( Read more... )

Wow, I should update ( Read more... )

So I had an interveiw, finally, with Computer Associates and they are 99% sure I can start next week. They just have to do a background check but I am squeaky clean. I'll be working on a lot of training material, which might include a manual but they seem to be wanting me for setting up the online treating. I might work on the "script", so it's ( Read more... )

So I'm being punished for being a good worker, or something. Patty (my boss) apparently loves me so she puts me on the schedule as much as she can. I have one day off a week and I'm close to full-time (but not full-time cause god knows we can't have the benefits that come with full-time employment) and she said I'm the only one she trusts for ( Read more... )

First off, I have a new job. I'm working at Dunkin Donuts and it's not that bad. The Baskin Robbins part is kind of a bitch, but the people are nice and I don't have to wake up early. Plus free donuts and bagels. I run into people from high school once in a while but its not that bad. I saw a girl I use to think was so pretty but was such a ( Read more... )

Some thoughts ( Read more... )

Life is good for the moment. I haven't found out if I got a job yet but I'm going to call some other places just in case. Might call some driving school. So I am in the mood to accomplish things ( Read more... )

Last night was so awesome. I got to go to a bar with 2 of my professors, Dean and Eric, and it was so much fun. I learned a lot about them and was speaking with them like peers or something, not professor/student, not adult/kid, but as writers and filmmakers. They have lives I want so badly. Just jaw-droppingly awesome. They seem very equal ( Read more... )

Spring break was pretty damn good. Stayed put but still, so relaxing. Went to Seamus' parents' house for a few days and it was like staying in a mountaintop chateu. The weather was nice, with a slight breeze. The hot tub was always waiting for us to hop in. He has some of the friendliest cats I ever met (Tippy and Killer are the shit, I love ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day was pretty perfect. Sean and I know each other too well. We guessed each other's presents. I'm pretty slick. I knew what he was getting me as soon as he did. He went to Build-a-Bear and got me a cute little dog. He dressed it up in a suit (just like his daddy) and glasses (just like his mommy and daddy). His name is Lord ( Read more... )