Ramblings
Well, well, well.... Guess what I did yesterday?! I got a freakin BRAZILIAN WAX.
Thats right, a brazilian wax. They removed EVERYTHING.
Its quite interesting trying to make conversation with an old asian lady as shes touching and waxing your vagina and ass.
But anyway, let me tell you - it rocks. Its so smooth and hairless :) Nice. Anyway, I would say that it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would - but it did hurt quite a bit. I say you ladies should try it! Sex will be great :)
Wanna know what else you should try? Fucking Tae-Bo. It kicks ass. So far I have lost almost 10 pounds. Billy Blanks rocks my world.
Hmmm....I think the concept of "forever" is absurd. I used to think true love was meant for everyone, that there was one special person for each and every one of us. However, I am no longer so naive. I think TRUE love only happens to a select few. It kinda makes me sad to think that I am not guaranteed to find "THE One." Like I said, nothing fucking lasts forever.
Meeting someone with which you can form a true bond, something meaningful that still remains true through time, is so rare. I used to think that kind of shit happened all the damn time, but it really doesn't. I think I have been lucky to have formed 5 bonds like that in my life: Laura, Angela, Sarah, Zahra, and Rosario. I love you ladies <3
I wish I could hire someone to clean my apartment. Its actually a studio. It wouldn't take them THAT long to clean it... I am thoroughly indulging in my laziness. Ah, another deadly sin I have to my name.
Out of all the people I was the most afraid to tell about D and I, it was my Dad. And out of all the people I have told, he made me feel the best about my decision. I guess thats what Dads are for, huh? To praise they're daughters and let them think they can do no wrong. Thanks, Dad.
I wish I had the money and time to continue my crafts. My fucking website has stayed the same for such a long ass time. I haven't updated it or anything. I wanted to redo everything. I had new ideas. I had new designs. But fuck, I don't have the money and time :( I wish I could just be self-employed instead of trying to find a REAL job. Maybe my job after college should be to marry a rich man.
"When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see" - does this mean D loved me? I am such a bitch.