type this in a very bad mood! ):
fuck la,
you need me you call me back to help up, i be there.
when you don't need me you just don't bother asking how am i, how i'm doing
you can ask everyone else only me.
im not transparent you know?
hockey peers miss me out okay never mind cause i go also cant play well,i understand
fuck la that time one me to leave faster,
now got problem all come to me.
and i can't even ask you all for a simple help.
okay i know how it's like to be forgotten okay?
hate it when even one starts to emo here and there.
you life damn fucking hard right?
don't slash back at me okay?
i'm not perfect but i try to do everything in my means.
you have a fuck up life you think i don't have one?
sorry to be vulgar here, but i'm really pissed!
what's wrong with everyone?
make me feel like asking myself what the fuck did i do wrong,
my fault to come into this world and make everyone's life miserable?
now you are the candy lovely of the lecturers, doesn't mean i have to listen to all the shit you have,
i'm having a hard time everywhere!
don't think your the only one!
fuck fuck fuck i really hate everyone, now i really understand why everyone wears a mask infront of me,
im not worth to have any true friends to cry out to.
i hate it i really hate it ass!
i'm sick and tired of all this fucking shit!
i just want to go wild and forget everything seriously
drink drank and drunk myself,
take cocaine and make everything disappear,
dance until the party stops.
sux to be fat and get pass off every time
it sux to have small eyes and look like a freaking stupid go wrong experiment.
i want to be pretty i want to be notice, i want to have good friends that are true to me,
is that so hard to ask for?