Restless Ramblings

[pandarox]

 I spend a lot more time thinking now ...
and it kinda makes sense.  I mean,  she has done this before.  Whats going to stop her from doing it again 
and again
and again

and I really thought we were going to "make it"

I planned on seeing her face when we were lying in bed on our 50th anniversary

What kind of person puts a friend into this position?  What

Comments

[avernath]

<3
i don't get around much kid, but ya know i still love ya.

[capoey]

you have my phone number now. I'll get my schedule together and get it to you. We will be hanging out.

cleo less than three's you 4 lyfe

[avernath]

yeah, i got my schedule today. i'm off on march 14th 15th and day 16th. call me one of those days.
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[anonymous]

I like how you've made it completely about this. Forgetting about all the things you've done wrong to bring this situation to it's head, so that you can feel like a true victim. When you're the victim there is no guilt, no regret... keep making it seem this way and you will make it out looking like a hero.

"Whatabout your daughter when your going to have to have a courts order just to see her again?" Are you serious? Kinda fucked up.

[pandarox]

Marriage is about working things out. Sure, I made a few mistakes, but nothing life changing.

A relationship is a 2-way road, it takes effort on both parts to make things work.

When someone just decides to give up on their marriage, and family, and packs up everything and moves across the country to "get away" ... thats running away from a problem, not fixing it.

I wanted to work this out, but truth be told, she always had fealing for him, and in her head, he meant more to her than her family.

So go about feeling about this anyway you want, and sure my posts may be a little bit more about my side, but this is my journal. Its made around how I feel about this situation.