this downward spiral has met its climax.

its time to stop being such a piece of shit.

im tired of being poor
im tired of being stoned
im tired of being alone
im tired of being sick
im tired of being hungry

this shit ends... and it ends today.

it sucks...

cuz i only get too scared with the the ones that matter.

i have to goto work now...

cuz if i dont ill sit at home and smoke weed ALL day.

sorry i just have to brag...

article on gibson's website about paper thin walls

so im sitting in my london hotel room overlooking the channel and the millenium dome where we will be going tomorrow night to see led zep. the flight over was nice. i had the privilage of spending my 10 hour flight next to the most beautiful english girl named anna. she was flying home from mexico where she helped set up orphanages. shes gonna ( Read more... )

so after not having the internet for 2 months i felt the need to post this long update that nobody will read about what ive been doing... but right now this is all i really think about

seriously at&t... its been 2 months since i have had the internet

i should have it by december.

i hope.

DUDE.

i have lost my mind.

completely.
utterly.
gone.

SO I am planning on taking a trip to argentina the 14th-22nd i have hardly any money til then... and i was planning on picking up shifts at haus of pizza cuz i was never officially fired the owner just wont put me on the schedule but i get a call today from a friend who gave me his shift and he said he isn't allowed to give me shifts ( Read more... )

so im pretty much not working at all anymore. rick took me off the schedule after i got sick and the only work i was getting was from employees who needed the night off. but nobody has called me in awhile and it worries me. so im off to look for another job today. my first stop is soundmatrix. but other than that im not very sure of where i wanna ( Read more... )