"I used to think this life would be good"
just takes one person to make that crash and burn...

Its amazing how one person can/could ruin your life...been thinking about that alot lately...

*Yay*
my B-Day
is in 6 days

been working all morning
blah
i feel the urge for some sexx dice...
still (still) not done w/ my drug test thingy
damn its taking forever
i sorta do want to go to skool tomorrow
don't ask why....
hehe there's so much i want get off my chest...
but can't and it's killing me...

i take back what i said about lust and love...
hehe
i got amanda lol
got muh hair done
i <3 it
what a fuccckkkkiiin freaky day
yesterday....--woah--
hey
guess what?!
i get to go to an atreyu/normajean concert
and you don't!
uggghhh orgasm
i freakin love atreyu<3

To Do*
Figure out the difference
between lust and love...
help please?

haha
justin's here
.drunk.buzzed.
dumb as a motherfuckaa
what a day
what a day
so much better than last night
no thought's of suicide
uh so retarted
---bye---

horrible, horrible night
hmmmm
if my dad tells me i'm better off dead
cuz i'm useless anyways
maybe i should leave and live w/ my g.parents
do you people understand how jealous i am?
i wish my parents didn't suck so terribley
i gotta cheer up
cheercheercheer
...gimme some cheer...

god i'm so bored
i'm on lockdown
its sucks
somebody call meh
so god damn
freakkkiiin
bored

shiiit
my good luck has died
gotten in trouble two days in a row
fuuuucccckkkkk
the bullshit
hehe i got a interesting story...hmmmm
i have 4th lunch
which sux massive balls
my sister wants me to go touch her sweaty hands
she's sick
fucking gross....<3

personally i think we're all lost
heh
what a weird day
weirdweirdweird
how was yours?
i'm sick of liars*
anyways i gotta go
take a drug/alcohol test
wish me luck
its 4 hours long
i need to finish it! :(

New Years
haha
it was so much fun sneaking out of bulow
woo james bond style
jacob/haas
picked us up
wow...
got so drunk from bacardi vodka
amanda took care of meh
yay i <3 her
puked/gagged/
ewww
i know...gross