Holmestice

[pandoras_chaos]

To sign up or not to sign up; that is the question.

Realistically, I haven't written anything (and I mean anything) since the last Holmestice round. I'm honestly assuming it has to do with the person in my abdomen because I also haven't been the slightest bit interested in sex since she was concieved, and for some reason it seems like writing

Comments

[thesmallhobbit]

I'd say go for it - I'm sure you could write something, even if you didn't feel it was your best work, because it will give you a bit of impetus.

There is, of course, the proviso that you can finish it before your baby is due ;)

[pandoras_chaos]

That's kind of my thought as well. I want to sign up, especially with the new AO3 format, but I'm really worried I won't be able to find the motivation. I can word my application to say that I'd like a very specific prompt this time, but then I run the risk of getting something I don't actually like, which will probably be even more difficult in the long run.

I just kind of feel like I'm losing myself to this kid and she's not even born yet, y'know? I used to love writing, had at least a half dozen stories going in my head at once, and could barely keep up with the amount of porn buzzing around my g-drive, but it just seems like ever since I got pregnant, the urge is totally gone. I've never had this little of a sex drive in my life, and I'm 99% sure that's the biggest problem. I feel bad for my extremely patient husband, who is dealing with the brunt of this little hormonal defect (amid the rest of the pregnancy-stupidity break downs), but the fact that it's deterring me from doing something that I really honestly love doing is kind