*sigh*

[pandorasboxin]

you know how, when you break up with someone, the pain overshadows the reality of it all and youre left feeling an ache and constant tugging at your chest but all the while harboring a faint hope that this really isnt the end...even though youd never admit it (even to your self) if the break up was abrupt and done with out your prior knowledge (

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[stonespiral]

this is the exact reason why my relationships are few and far between. It's also why they often won't last long, i don't like clinging on to a false sense of hope and dreams. It's also a big part of why i don't dwell on the past much but foxus on what's happening here and now. Granted, coming to this place in yourself takes some serious self discipline, but it's very much achievable. I'm a much happier person because of it, even though i'm aware that it doesn't sound very optimistic

[pandorasboxin]

...kay...but i miss my car!!!

[stonespiral]

ahhh you don't need a---oh wait you live like way out in the canyon...yeah okay that makes sense...wait why are you telling me this?

[pandorasboxin]

thats what the whole entry was about...missing my car...we broke up caue i broke her...

[lovelyregret]

Heh... when I broke my truck I was seriously in a funk for like two months. I wrote poems about it. It was ridiculous. I was so depressed.

[pandorasboxin]

...a woman after my own heart...

[sarahrae]

this comment has nothing to do with this post, and for your pain and loss... I am truly sorry.

But I wanted you to know how much your post in the mormon board this morning effected me. It was exactly what I needed and brought me to my knees. It was something that was a clear answer for me, and I greatly appreciated you posting it.

God bless...
Sarah

[pandorasboxin]

thank you very much for that.
perhaps youre the reason it was posted.
(as for the post you are now commenting on, its a joke. i smashed my car, which was an echo, and now when ever i see one drive by i mourn for my baby)
thank you for you light, sarah.
i hope all is well for you.

[sarahrae]

The post is now a joke, and deleted I believe.
THe girl that was going back and forth with me left some really hurtful messages in my personal journal.

I feel so bad for any investigator, or onlooker who is looking for some truth, or some representation of who we are... and that's what they came across :(

I'm so sorry to hear about your car!!! They are like our children to us aren't they. I don't think it makes us petty... just *cough* responsible :)

Thanks again... you brought the only beauty I have had all day to me this morning.

(i can also be found at lilmustardseed)

[conniebonnie]

I just happened to come across your lj (that and we're in the same mormon community) but I also noticed that you were just baptised in the Poplar building. I am from Fullerton, Ca (currently residing in Gilbert, AZ) I went to Placentia 4th for a bit while I was still living at home. I like that ward. I love how the Bishop always brings his leftovers from his catering business. ♥

Congratulations on getting baptized! And about the picture, its awesome. Are you going to do one of the tours? I am with my family on the 19 of this month. I am flying home for it.

Anyway, thanks for the picture. It is absolutely breathtaking.

[pandorasboxin]

im actually going to fullerton 10th but the linger longer in p4 is better.
i went last saturday on the tours.
let me tell you it was beautiful. im stll amazed at the beauty and mercy of it all. im going back the 16. goodluck coming down here! youll absolutly love it!