Infatuation, RenoxShin, 1/1

Aug 30, 2012 18:14

Title: Infatuation
Author: pandwra21
Chapter: Oneshot
Word Count: 867
Genre: Angst, Smut
Pairing: RenoxShin (one-sided)
Rating: NC-17
Warning: None
Synopsis: "This is just a one time thing."
Disclaimer: Standard disclaimer still applies.


"This is just a one time thing," he said after breaking the kiss. Shin averted his eyes and noddeed hesitantly. So many things were going through his head. Should he really go through with this? Will this change their reltionship for the better, or for the worse. All he really wanted was to be with Reno romantically not just physically, but he knew Reno's heart belonged to someone else. Reno grabbed the smaller male's chin and turned his face so their eyes met. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Reno questioned. "Shut up already," Shin said, pulling Reno close and they locked lips once again. He didn't want Reno to change his mind with those rational words of his, as much as he knew this was all a bad idea.

"Hah...ah," Shin moaned aloud when Reno's lips wrapped around his cock, and sucked on the head. Shin's legs parted wider as Reno massaged his balls and trailed his fingers lower. He rubbed Shin's entrance and slipped in one finger. "Just try to relax," Reno said and the shorter male bit his lip as he tried to relax around Reno's finger. Reno's head bobbed faster and Shin's legs began to tense up. He could feel that familiar heat forming in his lower torso. "Re...reno...s-slow down. I'm gonna...ah," Shin moaned and jerked his hips as he came in Reno's mouth.

Reno lubbed himself up after putting on a condom, and with the remaining product, he rubbed it around Shin's entrance. His warm fingers stretching and teasing him until he couldn't take it anymore. "Mn, Reno...please." Reno positioned himself at the brunette's entrance and slowly entered him. "Hold on to me," Reno whispered. Shin wrapped his arms around Reno's torso. Shin tightly shut his eyes as Reno eased his cock further into him. After a while of slow penetration, their bodies began moving at a steady pace. Shin felt a tingling sensation flow throughout his body as the feeling of Reno inside him became more intense.

With every thrust and moan, Shin was regretted this more and more. Reno was such an amazing lover and the brunette envied whoever stole this man's heart away from him. The more Shin told himself not to think about it, his mind returned to the same thoughts and those feelings of regret and grief was beginning to surface. Just as tears began to swell behind closed eyes, Reno hit his prostate, "Ah...!" Shin arched his back and Reno held him by the hips, as his thrusts became harder and deeper.

Reno could feel Shin's fingernails digging into his back with every thrust against his prostate. "Mn, f...fuck," Shin swore as that familiar feeling was drawing close. "I'm close," Reno said as he wrapped his hand around Shin's cock and jerked him off. Shin couldn't hold back after a few more thrusts. "I'm gonna...Ah!" he cried out as he came. Reno hissed as Shin tightened around him and he came soon after that, riding out his orgasm. Shin could feel Reno's cock pulsing inside him as he came down from his mental high. Reno's body was still hovered over Shin, even after he had already pulled out of him. They both just stood in their positions as they caught their breath.

Shin's eyes were still closed, now with his face turned away. "Are you okay?" Reno questioned after observing Shin for a moment. "I'm fine," Shin said. Reno didn't know what to think. Shin was sometimes hard to read, even after being friends for so long. "You're not embarrassed, are you?" Reno asked. He chuckled softly when Shin didn't respond immediately. "So, what if I am?" Shin snapped. "This guy..."Reno said with a smirk and went off to clean himself up.

When he returned Shin was in the midst of getting dressed. Reno thought putting on clothes might be a good idea right now and followed suit. The silence in the room was almost deafening. "Don't worry, I'll see myself out," Shin said and headed towards the front door. "Hey, wait!" Reno said, quickly following after. "Do you want to talk?" he question. "Talk about what?" Shin said as he put on his shoes. "You know exactly what I'm talking about," Reno said as he moved close enough to grab the brunette's arm. "Don't," Shin pulled away from Reno's grip and reached for his jacket on the coat rack.

This was all going so bad. Shin wished he never confessed to Reno and continued to love him from afar. He was now more confused. He didn't know whether to be glad he fufilled his fantasy, or upset for being so damn naive. "Just tell me one thing," Shin said as he pulled his coat on. Reno watched and waited for Shin to continue. "Did we ever have a chance to be together?" Reno looked at him pensively and sighed.

"I knew it," Shin murmured and quickly left. He heard Reno call after him, but he just wanted to get out of there as fast as he could. "I'm suh an idiot," he thought as he ran in the dierction of the train station.

A/N: This is technically my first entry in over 2 years, yikes. I hope this isn't too bad since I haven't written in so long. This is just a stepping stone to get me in the flow of writing again. I do plan on posting another story that's currently in the works. Comments and critiques are welcome. Thanks for reading!

vivid, renoxshin

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