All of those years you've been alive, how much of it were you able to live?

Aug 10, 2001 16:15


Don't you ever get tired of pretending ( Read more... )

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SOmething I wrote for my kids.... cyberpigue August 10 2001, 02:44:19 UTC
"Another thing beside the stuff that holds you back is the future. When you look ahead, what do you see? Is it clear? Are you heading towards something ( ... )

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I want to tell your kids... hiraya August 10 2001, 12:29:42 UTC
how lucky they are to have a dad who can tell them things like these and can show them how as well.

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emberfly August 11 2001, 09:50:58 UTC
look at me. i am not twenty yet and i already feel the sands of time tugging at my heart, and in the words of plath - "sifting through my fingers ( ... )

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I'm just reprimanding myself... pangaea August 12 2001, 08:54:21 UTC
because I really haven't lived much. I've lead a relatively closeted life, wherein most of my experiences have been vicarious or at least stewed in my mind for so long that I squeeze every drop of sense out of them. Like squeezing water from a rock.

For me, I just used to spend so much time in my head, because I thought that was a good enough replacement for living. But it's not. I just use it as an excuse to mask my fear of actually venturing out into the world and doing the things I think of and dream off. Yes, dreams are part of living. But, dreams alone do not make a fulfilling life make. It's in making my dreams a reality that I feel I have lacked effort.

It might be completely different for you. :)

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Re: I'm just reprimanding myself... blz December 31 2001, 13:51:12 UTC
It might be completely different for you. :) <---------

It's actually the same for everyone, the world doesn't work any other way. The soul wishes to experience life.

The experience you create is a statement of who you are - and who you want to be.

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Woah. pangaea December 31 2001, 21:59:00 UTC
Back to the past. How appropriate for 2002.

The experience you create is a statement of who you are - and who you want to be.

I certainly hope so. I think 2002 is a great year to do some more experience creation.

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emberfly August 11 2001, 09:52:51 UTC
by the way, dreams are another way of living.

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denmarkadonis August 11 2001, 13:45:49 UTC
this sort of sentiment seems to be of a set. i have read many of late and have felt it myself to some degree.

what is it about the time?

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It's kind of sad that I am not alone... pangaea August 11 2001, 22:13:10 UTC
in feeling that her life is kind of unlived.

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Re: I am not alone... denmarkadonis August 12 2001, 07:48:30 UTC
well for what it's worth you make mine a little better to live. not bad for a stranger, huh?

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Nope, not bad at all. pangaea August 12 2001, 08:44:19 UTC
Thank you. :)

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cool blz December 31 2001, 13:40:06 UTC
Hey i like that writing, would you mind if i put it up on my webpage ? It could help a lot of people help themselves :)

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Go right ahead. pangaea December 31 2001, 21:59:56 UTC
:)

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Re: Go right ahead. blz January 1 2002, 05:51:36 UTC
Thanks a million, i added it here.

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